03/11/2026
Every once in a while I scroll back through photos from when I was teaching yoga teacher trainings internationally.
There I am practicing in mountains, on beaches, on rooftops, in open-air studios with views that felt almost unreal. Those experiences were extraordinary, and I am genuinely grateful for them.
And yes, I took photos of myself in yoga poses.
That was simply what we did then. If you were somewhere beautiful, you practiced and you documented it. It felt inspiring. It felt like sharing something meaningful. I took photos of students too. We captured group shots at sunset. We lined up in warrior poses with dramatic backdrops. We were proud of the work we were doing.
I do not look at those photos with embarrassment. That season of my life reflected who I was at the time. Travel and teaching were intertwined. The practice felt expansive and outward. It made sense that it was visible.
What has changed is not the beauty of those places. It is my relationship to the practice.
As a yoga teacher, I understand that part of my role involves visibility. Demonstrating my practice can be helpful. It can offer context and credibility. But the internal motivation behind it feels different now.
My practice is no longer about showing where I am. It is about how I am.
It is something I return to when I need to regulate myself. When I am processing something difficult. When I am tired. When I need to steady my thoughts before responding instead of reacting.
The shapes matter less to me than they once did. The setting matters less. What matters more is whether the practice supports the life I am actually living.
When I look at those old photos, I see growth. I see someone who was learning in public and building experience. I also see how much quieter and more integrated my relationship to yoga has become.
That shift has changed how I teach.
I care less about creating impressive moments and more about helping people build a practice that holds up on an ordinary day, in a real life, without a backdrop.
And for me, that feels like a deeper expression of yoga