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Inner Ascension Reiki, New Westminster, New Westminster, BC (2025)

02/07/2023

Trauma seems to have this dreary and poignant undertone. To have experienced trauma must mean I have survived the utmost unthinkable. But that's not always the case.

Trauma comes in many forms, some loud and beastly, others more subtle and progressive.

My greatest childhood trauma from as young as I can remember was my pure, ever loving heart. The unconditional ability to love with every inch of my being. Somewhat of a benevolent presence in many ways.

Birthed into a world where most have cut off their hearts to survive. Conditional love, false love.

A craving for a connection of the heart, free of speech and explanation. The merging of heart energy from one being to another.

That was safety to me.

I didn't need words, I didn't need much of anything but to know my heart was cherished and felt.

After so long I felt my heart becoming heavy, dark and black. A void of nothingness.

It's no fault of anybody, my loved ones could only meet me as deeply as they had met themselves.

The discontentment that comes from having to slowly turn off your heart because the pain is all too much to bare, was a poison I slowly slipped.

My emotions became my enemy, my heart became a burden.

Imagine how that feels to a child who is new to the school of earth. It's heart wrenching and shattering. It felt as if my heart was yearning for something that would forever be out of reach.

This world taught me that big hearts don't have a place in this world. That big hearts cause self inflicted suffering. And thus began the abandonment of my heart. A big part of my life force energy and the very essence that made me special.

But that's how I survived in a world that was all too much. I lost myself for many many years, and I continue to walk my journey home each and every day. Truly grateful for each and every step that got me here today.

So I created homes in dark and cold places that I falsified into love. Those are when the unthinkable traumas beginned to happen to me, but it all began with a progressive numbing of the heart to survive.

The point being here that trauma isn't always big and beastly. It can be slow and progressive too..

🖤🤍

02/02/2023

Ditch the rigid routine...

Asscess your daily needs instead

You don't feel the same everyday, you are ever evolving and so is your energy field. That means your needs will vary day to day. When we force things we create disease for the body.

This is why it's so important to befriend your body and begin to learn it's ques. Ascension requires a tight relationship with the body. After all, earth is unlike any other dimension available. We came here to inhabit a physical body.

Your body speaks to you consistently, many of us override these ques as we dont live in a world that teaches us to trust and listen to our bodies. We look outside of ourselves and allow others to make decisions for us. Theres no fault in this. It just simply is what is present in todays world.

We are experts of energy on a soul level, the challenge is creating a healthy funnel (vessel) that can recieve the light and integrate it. This cannot happen without the connection to body.

So where does routine come into play? The broader perspective is that you need to tune into your bodies needs each and every day. Multiple times a day. This is where we begin.

What is my body saying?
What is that ache and pain trying to convey to me? What are my hunger ques before I become hangry? Am I placing unrealistic expectations?

Often times those expectations create resentment within the body as you could be asking too much of it etc. Your body will be your strongest ally on the Ascension journey.

What is your body telling you right now?
What is one small act of kindness you can give to your body today?

Maybe it's packing a snack and eating it before your body screams at you. Maybe it's a hot bath to ease the tension.

Do you love yourself and your body enough to nurture it?

We all start somewhere. No one is behind, no one is ahead.

This is your journey back home 💜

01/31/2023

There's no knight on a white horse coming to save you in the way you may hope or wish for.

You are the white horse, beloved.

Since the young age of 5 you began developing an ego that would keep you safe in this world. It helped you to abandon your child-like nature and began molding you into who you needed to be to recieve love from those in your life. To be accepted. Resulting in a deep longing of being retrieved into what is essentially, a false sense of safety.

Thus creating and feeding into the narrative that someone will save you. Deep down, that longing is a returning to self. Some of the deepest self- abandonment is formed during the ages of 5-7. When we abandon ourselves we long for a place that feels like home. Often times convincing ourselves that home is in another.

So, the universe has funny ways of inviting us to go within. We are all here to facilitate great awakening and healing for eachother. We have a choice in these moments to see ourselves as victims or as the alchemist.

Relationships come into our lives and they enrich it in ways we aren't always aware of since it doesn't look how we pictured in our minds or how the Disney movies taught us as kids.

Sharing your life with someone allows you to see where you may be asking too much of others and not enough of yourself. In turn enriching the relationship you have with yourself. Its not about a 50/50 contribution. Its about a 100/100 contribution to the self, first and foremost. A collaboration of great self love that allows you to love another wholey.

When you love someone from a place of wholeness you aren't seeking to fill voids, you aren't holding onto them for your own survivalist needs to feel ok in your body.

Often times your partner will trigger the deepest unresolved parts of you. This is a gift. As above, so below. All triggers are a direct line to land deeper within ourselves and see what lies beneath that. We need others in our lives to be the mirror, to shine a light on the void of our subconscious.

I say void because that's where the magic happens. That's where you get a choice to feed into the outside energy of the trigger or travel down into the subconious void with child-like curiosity.

So, if you can begin to see that every single relationship of any type is reflecting an opportunity to go within, you will become empowered. You will understand the beauty and opportunity where you once saw imperfection.

Moral of the story, you are the home. Your relationships are trying to teach you how to return to self before you had to abandon it. Pure God Conciousness 🤍💫

With love and gratitude,

Kyla

01/05/2023

A poem for your reading pleasure, may you find resonance where it serves you best.

12/21/2022

I wanted to take a moment to witness the bitter-sweetness of this time of the year energetically.

Wherever you may be on the spectrum of emotions, I invite you to honor the polarity within it. You can be sad and happy at the same time.

Polarity sings the song of the year 2022. I experienced many moments of true bliss and with that came abyss. Complete void. Stripped of all ideologies I was told I needed to thrive and survive.

Slowly, the universe stripped me of all my stories and the identities that came with them. Until I reached the deprivation tank of rebirth. The space in which all of my shadows came to dance. We cried, we sang, we exploded with rage, we broke down, we died over and over again, so many times that I began to miss you.

So many times, that all I wanted was for the void to stand still while I remembered that it was you who carried me this far. It was this moment that I realized I could never hate you. I could never blame you for keeping me safe in a world where you had to do it all alone. So I sat with my shadow a little longer, I kissed her wounds, I brushed her hair, I caressed her lifeless body until she knew how much I cared.

I picked her up once again and looked her straight in the eyes – you are courageous beyond belief and even though I can't bring you with me I will carry your strength near and dear. I will honour your fight and your wisdom. And I will always keep you near so that I can visit you when I am in fear. For you are the wounded warrior who deserves to rest her head.

I can say that the energy of 2022 was crippling, yet the most beauty I have ever been able to open my heart to. I learned that to experience true bliss you must also experience your own abyss. And when you learn polarity can exist amongst the chaos your journey will become that much more beautiful.

I hope that you give yourself to feel it all, the bliss, the void, and the reward.

With love,

Kyla

12/16/2022

I used to think love meant sacrificing my boundaries

I used to think love meant not sharing my deepest needs as not to burden another

I used to think love meant suffering in silence

I used to think love meant not being able to survive without another

I used to think love meant giving countless chances and the benefit of the doubt

I used to think love meant loving another more than I could ever love myself

Now love means strong boundaries even when it hurts. Not just for me, but for you too

Now love means sharing my "too muchness" because if you really loved me you'd encourage it

Now love means actions will always speak louder than words

Now love means trusting my body

Now love means never leaving my needs behind

Love means loving myself first and foremost

🩶🧚‍♀️🩶

By yours truly,

Kyla

12/12/2022

Welcome Beloved Soul, my name is Kyla Eyre. A Lightworker, Spiritual Wayshower, and Human Being just like you. What feels like a long three years ago, I was working the front lines as a health care assistant. (For context I'm 27 now)

Losing my father at the age of 17 to terminal brain cancer catapulted me into immense grief and loss. Followed by addiction and self destructive behaviors. I made the choice to get better at 20 years old where I moved provinces. From that day forward I began seeking psychosomatic support in various forms while rebuilding the relationship with myself. With that came many more challenges. I had a severe car accident, followed by a terrible work place injury where I damaged my back resulting in years of ongoing complications and pain. My suicidal thoughts were at an all time high. I continued to show up for myself when all I wanted to do was run. I underwent a spinal surgery where I received a second shot at life, free of my previous condition.

Little did I know this would be the initiation process to carving a path less travelled. The freedom I have experienced is magnetic in force and drives me to show the way for others to experience the same freedom. I was able to double down by combining mainstream therapies with energy modalities. I believe great power lies in merging the two.

Over those 7 years I found great serenity and solace in energy work. This side of life was familiar to me as I was exposed to it growing up from ages 8 - 11yrs. A calling in my heart that I had silenced for quite some time. In the year 2020 I received my Reiki level 1 & 2 certification training. I spent most of the last 2 years landing even deeper within myself and feel that the universe has effortlessly put me into alignment with a space to serve my mission.

I don't just "talk the talk", I walk it too. As a lightworker, I have a commitment to myself to always prioritize my needs, mentally, emotionally, and physically. I have a very important team that helps me to improve and maintain my wellness. I will never preach what I don't already practice.

With love,

Kyla

04/30/2021

Healing is a life long journey and commitment.
I feel have a lot of knowledge and compassion to share.
It was something I never had in the earlier years of my journey. I will say that healing with the help of others proved much more effective and supportive.

You don't have to do it all alone.

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