11/25/2025
“it’s like a little secret.”
this is how someone described undrgrnd after class last week. i’ve heard this before and love when people feel this way.
undrgrnd was always meant to be a little quieter, less exposed and secretive in nature. to me, it is part of what makes it feel sacred. It is by no means exclusive, it’s more that i have learned to trust the web of communication that occurs and those who arrive when i run this from my heart.
a definition of secret: “not expressed; inward.”
making time and space to pull back from how we express ourselves in the world and return to what is real inside us is a kind of inner, secretive work. it’s often not flashy or full of instant rewards. its a long game.
but having a willingness to feel our way back to our body, and be with ourselves in an honest way - perhaps in a space that feels sacred to us - can subtly change the way we move through life.
i think it’s ok to hold some things a little secret.