
01/29/2025
SCROLL IN. A beautiful technique Cindy Ryan first showed me.
Right now, I am struggling.
I am heavy with grief
I am heavy with sickness - a virus has taken me down, severe and concerning hearing loss in my ear, agonizing pain and was pushy and loud enough that I’ll see a specialist today.
I’m grieving very special friends
I’m grieving relationships
Feeling lost and alone.
Feeling low energy and angry, yelling up at the universe “I can only take so much more!”
So….I SCROLLED IN TODAY
Went back through my own pictures instead of scrolling social media.
And look! Look at the community I have. Look at the fun I have!
The energy I have - even though right now I am bed ridden - I remind myself I’ll have it again and I won’t waste it.
I won’t judge myself for feeling so so down right now, but I know it’s a season and it has to pass.
And I will be here, sharing my stories to hopefully make others who feel the same way feel less alone.
I love you all on this journey
XO
Jenn