04/13/2026
Hey everyone,
I've been sitting here wondering how I should make this post. Writing or video... I think for in this moment. I will just write - then I can somewhat keeps these emotions in check! Nobody wants to see me blubbering along lol.
So 2 months ago, I had a significant loss in my life. It has been a heck of an emotional rollercoaster of all the things.
I am in this constant battle of thinking like a medium, but very much in human side of things. I have had a lot of enlightenment experiences since the passing. Which one day... I will share. But for now - I will hold that close. I am t**s deep in my own grief, and learning a new side of life - that my friend is raw and real.
So where do I go from here, this is a constant in my head! I am not exactly a patient person, so what toll this is.
I have been more engaged in my camera, and I got some great ideas here - especially with all of my animal clients, and eventually into the human side. But I am in working progress of this.
๐๐จ... ๐ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ง๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฅ ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ. ๐๐จ ๐ก๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ๐, ๐๐จ๐ ,๐๐๐ญ - ๐ก๐๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ซ - ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ.
๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐ฎ๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐๐ค ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ข๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฌ๐ก๐ข๐ฉ ๐ฌ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ - ๐๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐ซ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ. ๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ. ๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฅ๐ข๐ค๐๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ - ๐๐ซ๐ฒ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ.
๐๐ก๐๐ง ๐ ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฎ๐ฉ, ๐ ๐ฐ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐ ๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ง๐ญ
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ช๐ ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ช ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ค, ๐ ๐๐ก๐ก๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ช๐ ๐ฆ
Ashley โค๏ธ