12/12/2025
As the snow continued to fall and accumulate earlier this week, I had a moment of worry, wondering how I was going to manage the big load that was coming our way. Then a thought appeared which reminded of the little girl, decades ago, that embraced the beauty of a snowfall. I was nudged with the memory of lying in the snow, creating beautiful snow angels and I suddenly felt the urge to lie in the snow. So, I decided to honour that childhood memory.
As I lay there, feeling the hug of the new fallen snow, I remembered quite vividly what it was like to be a kid. My mind began to feel a quietness and a calmness, and all my worries began to float away. My body felt strong and flexible as my legs and arms rhythmically created my angel wings. My heart felt open and welcoming to the gifts that winter brings and it began to beat with excitement. My spirit was peaceful and light, something I have struggled with for many months.
When I felt that my angel was complete, I took a moment to lie there, staring up at the nighttime sky. It was breathtaking and comforting. I imagined my Mom & Dad, angels in heaven, watching over me, smiling and loving me from their new world. I truly believe they will always be close, guiding me through the rest of my journey here on earth. I miss them so dearly.
When I made it back up on to my feet, for a moment I felt the adult in me beginning to judge my work of possible imperfection. And then I quickly released myself, going back to that childlike moment and embracing all the glorious feelings that stirred up in me when I was lying in the snow…and I gave myself the freedom to be perfectly happy, in my own imperfect ways.
I invite you to embrace the child in you sometime soon…be a kid and give yourself the freedom to be perfectly happy in your own imperfect way. Because sometimes, we need to free ourselves from the chaos.
Sending love & light💖