
04/03/2023
dynamic.
exquisite.
complexe.
flawed.
some qualities worth acknowledging within each of us right?
it’s been a year you guys.
the shake up of what i thought i knew of my future was so unsettling, helpful, transformative, heart wrenching and beautiful.
from bathroom stall cries to the undertaking of an immensely humbly community recognition, are just a few examples of the turns and opportunities that have presented themselves to this trip around the sun.
this flashback and reflection is reminding me that whatever is happening regardless of the level of discomfort or hardship-
there is high likelihood and potential that the challenging season is conspiring toward expansion.
i stumbled upon a journal entry dating back to last years final days of march and it mentioned something along the lines of seasons of stress teaching us that some adversity in life is actually a good thing.
despite being openly reluctant to change and predictability uncomfortable in relative heartbreak- i’m reminded that it’s up to us to meet tension with the will to overcome it and learn from it.
despite responding to pressure with frantic energy and stress pimples- i’m also reminded that that difficulty and pressure to shift upwards- is an occasion to develop inner fortitude and build anew.
so here’s to acknowledging transformation.
here’s to cultivating faith that life just keeps on getting better.
an ode to all the crying, screaming, moving, holding and self soothing that acted as pillars of support in this journey of processing.
dynamic.
exquisite.
complexe.
flawed.
to be human is to be all of this.