01/12/2026
Beautiful
I Carry You with Me, Always
I carry you with me always,
not as a memory sealed in the past,
but as a presence woven into my days,
a companion on this journey.
You are there in the pause before decisions,
in the echo of your steady logic,
your gentle insistence
that I not be so hard on myself.
You appear in grocery aisles
when I reach for the brand you preferred,
and in the quiet satisfaction
of choosing it anyway.
I carry you in my habits,
in the choices I make without thinking,
the songs I skip because they hurt too much,
and the ones I play
because they still feel like home.
I catch myself setting aside stories to tell you later,
forgetting, for a moment,
that “later” has changed.
I carry you in laughter that arrives unexpectedly,
in jokes you would have loved,
in moments where your reaction is so clear
I can almost see your smile.
Sometimes that laughter comforts me.
Sometimes it cracks the ache wide open again.
Both belong to you.
I carry you in grief, too,
in the way certain dates feel heavier,
in how silence can suddenly feel crowded.
Yet I also carry you in resilience,
in the quiet courage
of getting through ordinary days.
You are present in every step forward,
not urging me on,
but walking with me.
I carry you forever,
because love does not disappear.
It changes shape,
but remains a part of me,
always.
~ 'I Carry You with Me, Always' by Spirit of a Hippie
✍️ Mary Anne Byrne
~ Art by Olamik