
08/10/2022
Let’s go back in time…
Let me take you back to 2017, it was a day at the gym like any other - lifting 'heavy' weight, moving as fast as possible & pushing my body to limits. Except that day didn't end like any other - I finally found my limit.
I left the gym on a stretcher & 5 hours later I hobbled out of the hospital loaded with a concoction of drugs.
This was day one of the rest of my life living with low back pain. My life never looked the same.
At the time, I was a young engineer, working a dream job and spending my time off at the gym.
I thought this day had ruined my life. I couldn’t function at work or lift weights anymore. I couldn’t enjoy what I loved most. My whole life felt like it was crumbling before my eyes.
Unable to see it at that time, that life was not serving me and allowing it crumble was a blessing.
The injury came at a time where I was:
🛑Constantly pushing towards the edge of my limits, personally & professionally
🕯Burning the candle at both ends, early morning work days and late night training sessions
🤚In a toxic relationship, where I pushed myself away from supportive family & friends
⛽️Living in overdrive, always busy, always doing something, always chasing that next high
Sure I looked super fit on the outside. But on the inside my body was screaming for me to listen to it, to stop and pay attention to its needs.
Now I take the time to slow down, listen to the gentle cues from my body, smell the roses and maybe even take a few pics with a giant L.