02/26/2025
✨️Vulnerability Post✨️
I was very hesitant to even share this since this is a business page, and I should be "keeping it professional," but this is still part of my life and my journey, which affects my business! So here we go.
I've been quiet on here the last little while because I've been very focused on myself. End of 2023 I tragically lost multiple people close to me in under a 3 week period, and I've never experienced the kind of stress I did before in my life. It really affected me on a physiological level, but I was convinced my hormones were so unbalanced by the stress that this was the cause of all my chronic anxiety and panic attacks the last year and a half.
When I saw a naturopath this January and we talked about how healthy I was and that maybe trauma was the main culprit to my issues I had a light bulb moment and realized how much I was suppressing my emotions and not dealing with the trauma head on. I was then diagnosed with PTSD which made so much sense. But now, in the last 2 months, I've been truly and genuinely healing. Finally. Processing my trauma through my dreams, barely sleeping, adjusting to new medication. It's been a rough go, but it's a necessary process.
I had a lot of guilt for losing momentum with my Neck Eaze, but I told myself that it's ok to be where I am right now and everything will pick up again soon. The extreme cold was terrible but also caused our printers to stop working properly, so the timing worked for me, so I didn't feel so guilty taking time for myself. But I am almost fully adjusted to my new medication, the sun is freaking shining again and when time comes (which i know is very soon) I will be ready to tackle my dreams and goals head on with a whole new energy and motivation. Slowing down truly did me so much good. A reminder I very much needed.
Thank you to the ones who have known about this already and have given me so much support, and i appreciate the patience as I get my momentum again. 🙏🤍