12/04/2022
I’m not sure this is the right place for ease of daily use, but ill give It a shot.
The first thing I want to discuss, shedding light on, is the amazing parts of each of us inside that we operate with daily, and never talk about. Or are taught about.
When I woke from my coma the most confusing thing to me was that no one says what they feel, but I could feel and sense peoples thoughts or state of mind, or condition of thier heart. I could look at a human and as they said “good” with a smile, I could tell they were not. Amd that really bothered my immature and intellectual mind. I almost took it personal because I didn’t know That others didn’t see what I was seeing…. It was like everyone was lying to me... but others see this stuff in others. I’m not any more special.
I can’t be the only one who can decipher truth from lie …. In written form, audible form or even passed through another human. How do we trust our guts ? And why does everyone choose to not talk about these things inside us. I really wanted to know when I was a kid and no ever answered. It wasn’t until I spent time without my body that I found out for myself.
I can’t be the only one who can walk into a room after there has been fight and feel the tension…you all relate to that.
Humans are insanely amazing. Our imaginations and thoughts ….from within, and how we hear music within before it ever reaches a voice box or instrument is a perfect example of things happening inside us that no one wants to talk about. A musician will tell you as so will an artist. These notes play in our heads bubbling up wanting to come out… needing to. I now know, that is an individual expression of all of us. We all have different gifts/attributes, And it has to come out to those who are relentlessly plagued ( in ways) by music from within ( spirit) It doesn’t come from our intellect. It’s like we hear songs we already created and we are trying to bring it out so we can hear it complete. Musicians have a better idea of how spiritual works, than most Christian’s. Inherently
We are born in the most loving conditions. Within the womb, we are nurtured and loved by our mothers. As kids anything is possible until our partents and the worlds around us start suggesting otherwise. We daydream for hours creating, exploring and then as we age and have experience, we refer to our inner child looking back, wondering where did that go ? It’s simple. It got covered in belief. Belief of self. Regardless of how it came to that. As children we love all people. Black. Hispanic, gay. Effortlessly. It’s our parents and surroundings and experience that paints a different picture.
We all end in love. It’s the most peaceful thing to realize. No matter what you believe, you will find out that day……if your religious, you will find out you where lied to all your life. In my experience(s) also, It never hurt once and it’s as peaceful
As you can imagine being in your mothers womb.
In between all that, if we see ourselves for the mistakes we’ve made and we focus and meditate on them….. we end up with a false belief about ourselves.
We all know a kid who was so good who turned into a drug addict. On the street for 10 years and he’s a different guy. But we can all remember who he really is. His problem is he doesn’t remember. His momma sure does!! He’s tied up with guilt and shame and running trying to escape it. He feels lost and broken, But if we love him and remind him of who he used to be ,,,, he can remember….. the only thing stopping him is the programming, conditioning, the fact that he can’t daydream anymore….. he can’t see anything but “hell”.
What if I convinced him he could be anything he wanted. What if I convinced him so much that his heart believed it. ?
That’s all I’ve done with me. Over and over. When it looked like I was dying …. And I mean in a room with 15 nurses and doctors…. There is no where to go with your fear and terror. Except within. I found that the place I was going for safety, afraid…. was the same place as when we meditate. We all kind of know that word but we don’t all know what it means or what it can do. Quite simply put, I’ve become who I am now and I am no longer the physically and mentally, spiritually broken guy I was before. I changed my belief and I brainwashed my heart to believe it. It was that simple. We all brainwash our hearts daily…. I can’t do that … I’m not good at math. Life is always hard for me. These thoughts become meditations. (Dwellings)Meditations or prayers, have an ability to be planted within our hearts.
People who meditate often, typically don’t even realize how valuable this place is. What we can actually do within ourselves.
The power of personal belief is so strong. But that power is only carried within love. But that love doesn’t come from outside of us. It’s already in there. In all of us. No exceptions. Christian’s are on a high horse if they think they have something superior to any other human and that pi**es me off.
All I want to do Is help people discover these parts and give you practical life changing things to see dramatic change in your life. But the first thing is we have to is all recognize that love and hate and fear and pain and thoughts and imagination and even smell and music and all the unseen is apart of all of us. From inside us.
We are just always conditioned to see something funny to laugh. To look outside and wait for almost …… But if we pull up a memory about something funny we can also laugh. Inside or outside. We can watch a movie with actors, we know it’s not even real and they can move you from within. We can cry inside and we know it’s not even real. Doesn’t anyone want to know why ? How ?
It’s actually so simple. Religion has made everything so complicated. And while I identify as all these parts of us as god or the spirit of, you can call it whatever you want, because like the law of gravity works for us all, so does the way we operate. For everyone. And it doesn’t care initially that you call it anything. Your better to call it yourself because these are parts of you individually.
I just wanted to prime you guys here. A video to come.
If anyone wants to chime in on this thread with anything related to what I’m taking about then please do so…. Share possibly with other unseen things you maybe questioned. Or noticed. Let’s talk about gut feelings ? How do you know
That you know ?
