02/27/2024
A lesson I’ve been learning:
Recently, I had a bit of an emotional experience. Something that someone in my family said to me hurt me very much. It came as a bit of a surprise and threw me off from my schedule.
The thing is, I was experiencing such a high. After a huge completion of getting everything out of the house, and selling it and the house, I felt a lot of the stress lift away. I had a good two weeks where my energy was high and I was observing my manifestations unfold right in front of me; it had me feeling really good.
But then, I voiced to my family that I didn’t want to have kids, and to my surprise, I got some backlash. The comments were uncalled for and hurtful to me, and all I wanted to do was to move on with my life. I had been experiencing this high frequency and I just wanted to carry out feeling elevated.
Part of my daily practice to elevate my energy is positive affirmations. I listen to them daily and am very intentional with inputting positive language.
At this time, where I wasn’t feeling such a high frequency, I was feeling rather low. I knew it was important to honor that state of being. I struggle with avoiding feelings of lowness, and I can be quite toxic to myself, trying to shut out the low feelings with something more positive. And although I tried as usual, I decided to do something different.
As part of my growing journey, I knew the best thing I could do in the moment is to process what I was feeling. This didn’t happen right away; it took about two days, but in that moment, I knew I had to let go of any expectations I had for the day and focus on feeling what I needed to feel.
Taking the time I needed for myself has previously been so difficult for me. So, I’m actually really proud of myself for being able to recognize that I need to slow down and process. Previously, this would not have been done with such intention.
If you’re currently wrestling with some thoughts and emotions, maybe the best thing to do is slow down and allow those emotions to come up. I know when I did, I was quickly able to bounce back into my daily life.