02/21/2026
I stopped dreaming.
Not the nighttime kind, I mean the future kind. There were stretches of my life where my imagination went offline.
I stopped dreaming when I lost myself in my divorce. I remember standing in my kitchen, thinking: That part of my life is over. I’ll never be in love again. I have so much compassion for her now. She was trying so hard to be “fine.”
I stopped dreaming when I lived with an autoimmune condition for 10 years and my energy felt rationed. Like I had to choose between showering and making plans. Like the world was going on without me and I was watching it through glass. My life got small.
I stopped dreaming when my previous partner took his life and joy felt like something I’d used up.
And what’s wild is, looking back, those weren’t just endings. They were invitations.
Invitations to breathe life back into my own life. To make space for imagination again, even if it returned as a flicker instead of a full bonfire.
But we’re not taught how to do that, are we?
We’re taught how to cope. How to be reasonable. How to keep it together. We’re not taught how to create when we’re grieving. How to imagine when we’re exhausted. How to stay connected to that pulse of life force when everything in you wants to go numb.
And I think this is part of why so many of us feel flat, anxious, meh. Because we’re disconnected from ourselves and ultimately from Source. From the divine feminine current that makes us feel like we’re actually here.
When that current isn’t moving, joy doesn’t vanish, it just gets postponed. Spontaneity feels like a threat and that sense of aliveness seems elusive.
We have an imagination deficit.
Imagination isn’t a luxury, it’s a portal into creating the life you came here to live.
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