10/26/2025
More Than A Whiteboard
Wednesday Night Meditation Class
(www.NeilMcKinlay.com)
I imagine it looks like any old whiteboard to most observers. A busy whiteboard from one perspective. A messy board from another. But a whiteboard, nonetheless.
We have been exploring embodiment these past couple months. Returning after a summer away from regular meditation classes, a small group of us at Oak Bay’s Monterey Centre have been going back to basics. We’ve been revisiting the simple, but layered, experience of being in this body. We have been revisiting what is sometimes identified as the ground, path, and fruition of our journey.
The meditative tradition describes this layering through the beautiful and insightful language of the three kayas. When we slow down, this teaching affirms - when we slow down and surrender to the absorptive pull of somatic mindfulness - we settle into the nirmanakaya, or body of form, the sambhogakaya, or body of energy, and the dharmakaya, or body of space. Together, these three comprise a complete sense of human embodiment.
As much as I love and appreciate this way of describing experience, these terms have not always been accessible to me. Minus a fair amount of practice and study, I could not have understood what the kayas were pointing toward. Minus this training, I could not have found much conscious connection with what they were pointing toward. And I know I’m not alone in this regard.
In order to open up this terminology for us, both in-person Monterey classes and the virtual Online Gatherings have been considering other ways of describing the nuanced layering of human embodiment. Without getting rid of the kayas, we have been looking for alternate languages we might use. Other ways of speaking and ways of describing that are more immediately accessible, but no less potent and communicative.
Through an ongoing series of questions and insights, conversations and interactions, one of these languages has seen us speak of the apparently bounded personal body (the nirmanakaya), the subtle body of connection and relatedness (the sambhogakaya), and the layer of embodiment that is inclusive of all time and space (the dharmakaya).
We have also seen the metaphor of a tree arise among us. This describes the fullness of embodiment in terms of the trunk of being, the roots of being, and the earth and sky of being. These three provide very tangible descriptions of the nirmankaya, sambhoghakaya, and dharmakaya, respectively.
During last night’s class, we allowed ourselves an additional opportunity to make the kayas more accessible. “What is your experience of the trunk and roots and earth and sky?” I asked. After a moment’s hesitation, those in attendance started sharing. Writing what I heard on the whiteboard, I had a hard time keeping up.
‘Structure’, ‘the lines and circles/rings of a tree’, ‘centered’, ‘posture’, and ‘presence’ were a few of the descriptions the nirmanakaya elicited. ‘Relations’. ‘extending awareness’, and ‘fine tuning the radio’ were some of the ways the sambhogakaya was articulated. The dharmakaya was sketched out with such words and phrases as ‘out there’, ‘greater reality’, ‘my place in the universe’, and ‘possibility’.
After only a few minutes, the whiteboard neared full. After thirty-five minutes more, our weekly practice session was complete. In the loose exchanges that took place as we put away props and slipped on our jackets and shoes, several of us observed how this short exercise had opened something fresh, had allowed us to connect and settle in some sort of deeper way.
So yes, I imagine it looks like any old whiteboard to most observers. A busy whiteboard from one perspective. A messy board from another. But a whiteboard, nonetheless.
What I see when I take this in, however, is something more - something much more.
When I look at that rectangular surface with all its squiggles and lines, however, I see a healing and joyful affirmation of the importance of community, of sangha, in our practice journey. I also see a healing and joyful affirmation of basic brilliance - the innate sense of clarity and knowing that is alive in well in each and every one of us.