09/24/2024
I have been struggling with Multiple Sclerosis for almost 2 years now.
So hear I am getting yet another iron infusion. 🩸💉
Liquid Gold.
I would like to say that I am doing well, but it's actually been a struggle.
Things that have been happening to me:
❗️Extreme exhaustion and fatigue
❗️Body pain that lasts for many hours of the day
❗️Numbness and tingling sensations in my hands and fingers
❗️Blurry vision and loss of balance
I am afraid to book another MRI...
"Is it getting worse? " is the first question that enters my mind.
I have to trust that it's going to be ok ...
Monday REAL TALK 👄
A question I get asked MANY times.
'How do you stay so positive during your Multiple Sclerosis journey?'
We all battle something.
I battle each day with Multiple Sclerosis.
Last years MRI Scan wasn't good.
My Relapsing-Remitting MS was aggressive.
Lately my battles have included:
Headaches
Neck pain and stiffness all the time
Constant lack of appetite
Vision changes and eye pain
Changes in mood, personality, behavior, mental ability, and concentration
Memory loss and confusion
To be honest it's been extremely difficult lately.
I have many days where I struggle with even getting out of bed 🛌.
I have many days where the devil attacks me and says, "you aren't good enough, you aren't a good mother and you should just stay in bed."
Having a purpose with intention.
Stop those thoughts before you believe them and tell yourself what you intend to get done.
Each morning I have a decision to make:
Do I let Multiple sclerosis define who I am or do I let it push me to break through the barriers of these hurdles and say,
"not today devil, not today. "
Where does my strength come from ?
My faith in God pulls me through all of my hardships and keep me positive each day.
My strength to get up each day for my husband and for my children is what motivates me.
My commitment to my family and tend to the kids
Making meals for family, clean house, homeschooling to water all of the animals, milk my goat 🐐, pick eggs, clean out the pens and coops have not been easy.
Everyone has been helping out.
Let me be clear about one thing.
Rest is an important part of physical health too, and we do need to listen to our bodies too.
But don't let those negative thoughts define who you and and what you want to accomplish.
Don't let your battle define who you are.
Iron infusion to healing...yet again.
Do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
~Isaiah 40:10
Christina 🙋🏼♀️