Tired of the Numbness

Tired of the Numbness Misdiagnosed with bipolar for 15 years—turns out it's BPD, Avoidant Personality Disorder, depression, and anxiety. Stopped Seroquel, zopiclone, and propranolol.

Now on Prozac, Buspirone, Abilify and lorazepam. Finally on the right path.

08/24/2025

Mental Health Timeline Summary
1986 – Age 7: Head injury caused concussion and long-term memory issues.
1990s – High school: Depression and self-harm after father abandoned her.
2002 – Began daily cannabis use (~5g/day, ongoing).
2004–2009 – Experienced visual illusions (‘faces splitting’, aliens/demons). Diagnosed with schizotypal
traits.
2009 – First described ‘manic’ episode (irritability, spending, mood swings).
2010 – Started Effexor → caused ‘brain zaps’.
2011 – Domestic abuse and daily heavy alcohol use (15 drinks/day). Switched to Olanzapine.
2011–2017 – Period of alcohol abuse, ended afterwards.
2018 – Started Fluoxetine (effective for anxiety). Abilify dose increase → onset of akathisia.
2020 – On Abilify 20–25 mg.
2021 – Assessment: Severe anxiety, agoraphobia, avoidant behaviors. Cannabis ~2g/day.
2022 – Severe akathisia from Abilify 30 mg. Propranolol added → symptoms resolved. Stable and
discharged back to GP.

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08/12/2025
05/05/2025

Psychiatrist put me on Buspirone 10mg x 3 times a day and switched my Clonazepam over to a Lorazepam script at 0.5mg sublingual

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Daily meds now a days
04/26/2025

Daily meds now a days

03/16/2025

Discontinued last 20mg of Propranolol Monday of last week under psychiatrists advice.

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I've reached a milestone – my first full day off antipsychotics – and the freedom from those medications is bringing me ...
10/20/2024

I've reached a milestone – my first full day off antipsychotics – and the freedom from those medications is bringing me renewed hope and energy.

I have been taking antipsychotics since June 2nd, 2011.

This is what I'm down to...    Three different meds .   Prozac, Propranolol and Clonazepam.
10/18/2024

This is what I'm down to... Three different meds . Prozac, Propranolol and Clonazepam.

10/13/2024

Here is my akathisia in action ....my foot never stops tensing and moving...

September 18th  marks the day I dropped to 10mg of Abilify!
09/21/2024

September 18th marks the day I dropped to 10mg of Abilify!

Weight check in!    Got weighed today and I am 145lbs.  5'4".
08/01/2024

Weight check in! Got weighed today and I am 145lbs. 5'4".

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