Tired of the Numbness

Tired of the Numbness Misdiagnosed with bipolar for 15 years—turns out it's BPD, Avoidant Personality Disorder, depression, and anxiety. Stopped Seroquel, zopiclone, and propranolol.

Now on Prozac, Buspirone, Abilify and lorazepam. Finally on the right path.

Melatonin and muscle relaxers for the extreme clenching i do constantly and DSWPD I was recently confirmed to have.
11/06/2025

Melatonin and muscle relaxers for the extreme clenching i do constantly and DSWPD I was recently confirmed to have.

08/24/2025

Mental Health Timeline Summary
1986 – Age 7: Head injury caused concussion and long-term memory issues.
1990s – High school: Depression and self-harm after father abandoned her.
2002 – Began daily cannabis use (~5g/day, ongoing).
2004–2009 – Experienced visual illusions (‘faces splitting’, aliens/demons). Diagnosed with schizotypal
traits.
2009 – First described ‘manic’ episode (irritability, spending, mood swings).
2010 – Started Effexor → caused ‘brain zaps’.
2011 – Domestic abuse and daily heavy alcohol use (15 drinks/day). Switched to Olanzapine.
2011–2017 – Period of alcohol abuse, ended afterwards.
2018 – Started Fluoxetine (effective for anxiety). Abilify dose increase → onset of akathisia.
2020 – On Abilify 20–25 mg.
2021 – Assessment: Severe anxiety, agoraphobia, avoidant behaviors. Cannabis ~2g/day.
2022 – Severe akathisia from Abilify 30 mg. Propranolol added → symptoms resolved. Stable and
discharged back to GP.

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08/12/2025

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