01/21/2022
Hi everyone! I wanted to give an update on my practice! 🌟I have officially gone part-time with my practice with availability on daytime hours on Mondays, Thursdays and Fridays in addition to some evenings and weekends like I was offering in previous. This is a very exciting shift, as I have gone part-time in the work I do in healthcare!
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However, I do want to be transparent with this shift, because I find that naming feelings and acknowledging that I feel a certain way is important. I’ve honestly been dreaming of this shift for a long long long time. I’ve always wanted to be able to wake up and have my own business that I work on during the week during the day time. I spent 2.5 years doing this on the side and I was busy! So in order to create a bit more balance and show up a little more present for the clients I work for, I decided it was time for a shift
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But with this shift, I feel imposter syndrome. I’m about 2 weeks into this and I am scared! I feel pressure to fill all my time slots, I feel pressure to show up and do additional training, and I feel pressure to have already figured this all out. But then I realize Megan it’s been 2 weeks, give yourself time (my boyfriend also tells me this and I mean he’s right!!). I think it’s okay that I feel this, and the recovering perfectionist in me knows that it’s okay to lean into the unknown in this shift.
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I’ve decided to list some of things I can control and here are a few:
- How I show up with my clients- I strive to be present and supportive in my session.
- How I prioritize my mental health - I can engage in moving my body, meditation and attending my own therapy and supervision sessions, to help me process what I’m feeling and also be reflective in my practice, and
- I can spend time with the people I love.
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I’m learning to trust this process and know that this was the right move in my journey both personally and professionally! I have to give it time and I know that it will transform! Thank you so very much for popping by and listening ❤️🌟! I hope you all have a cozy and restful weekend!