Wild Medicine Tantra

17/03/2025

I WAS ON AN PODCAST! In 2024
Unfortunately this was in Swedish, so the rest of the post will also be in Swedish 🙃

Johan Zeffer välkomnade mig på sin podcast att prata om holistiska relationer!

Holistiska relationer:
https://open.spotify.com/episode/4bfSJ6upfmd6ezfPwoh6EI?si=LoT3JPRpRiWJkllsceKVAg

Anknytningsteori:
https://open.spotify.com/episode/35c5rSpW3zk82X5lsdgV9E?si=orFdI80zSXikkaDMtNO0Ow

Del 3:
https://open.spotify.com/episode/1fWa3jujyWiT8RpGGZQREo?si=Qjl2OdCHRQi50fMsaOL_ww

Är otroligt tacksam för möjligheten,
Längtar att få samskapa mer och fortsätta prata om djupa relationer, utveckling och hälsa 🥰

LYSSNA, NJUT!

16/03/2025

Alright, it's time to recap last year!
We start with...
Östergötland Ta**ra festival! Last year being 3-7 July. 🌱
I gotta say, it was surprisingly one of the best festivals I've been to, despite it raining like crazy all day, practically every day.
It's a small 60 people festival in the woods, and I didn't know what to expect, I just a
The organization was well done, the food was good, and the people, oh, the PEOPLE!!
Beautiful, open hearted souls, who spoke with honesty, were supportive of each other, and very open minded 😍

I held the cacao ceremony (where I sang to the cacao for an hour while preparing it) with some extatic dance afterwards, my "Shiva-Shakti scales" polarity lecture/satsang/q&a, and a workshop on pain&pleasure (no I'm not uploading the videos here 🙃).

I met a lot of lovely people, and felt very welcome, at home, and most of all, appreciated! Even for some hard-to-swallow, potentially controversial topics.

I can highly recommend this festival ☺️ 💕

15/03/2025

🪻PERFORMANCE ANXIETY 🪻
I need to admit something.
Sometimes, I get stuck in my own mind.
As someone who's "teaching people", I tend to think that each time I post, it has to be meaningful.
And on a regular basis.
When I fail at being regular, and haven't posted in a while, I start to feel guilt and responsibility - both to my followers and myself, for not updating on what I've done!
2024 was the worst one - I haven't posted since... Well, yeah it's embarrassing.
🫠
Then of course the longer I don't post, the better and more meaningful my next post has to be 😂😅
So I get in my head about it, and procrastinate further.
Plus; I have jobs, festivals, workshops, retreats, clients... I don't NEED to post... Right ?
And even more time passes.

Also of course, life and its processes gets in the way, which needs time and energy to be dealt with 🌷

So by telling you this, I'm attempting to de-stigmatise that guilt and pressure.
Just to make it easier on myself.
🙃
WHICH MEANS,
I will start posting again!
I have like 10-15 posts from this part year; my PRIMAL retreat, several festivals, topics I've written about, a podcast.. APOLOGIES to everyone and everything I haven't reposted,
But anyway, here it comes, gradually, in the next couple weeks, until I've caught up 😘

13/07/2024

✨PRINCESS✨ 🌸

We had been in a group here on this farm for days, and I was feeling gross…
Hay, dirt, food, all over my body.
No running water, no bucket to heat, so while I do love gardening, I felt like I was about to crawl out of my skin.
- “Oh well, princess doesn’t fancy working and being all dirty! I need to take princess for a swim in the lake.”
He looked at me with a huge grin, waiting to see my bratty reaction and protest to his words.
I subtly looked away as he teased me, gently smirking and feeling slightly uncomfortable.
But as the name “Princess” was used more and more towards me in the upcoming days, I started to accept my fate.
I thought Well, I rather be a princess than a troll, or “dude”, or some other slightly comical and rude nickname used on the ladies here.

💥And suddenly I remembered; not too long ago, in my early twenties, I would have become SO ANGRY at someone (especially a man) calling me a princess! A princess (in that sense) meant entitled, soft-bodied, spoiled, too comfortable and thin-skinned for her own good, needy, bratty, and overall sensitive.

And back then, I deemed these things to be BAD.
They were weak, and I was weak if I displayed such things, and if anyone DARE call me anything that is even slightly soft or pink I will yell loudly, and do hard “tough” stuff to prove them wrong.

I did not want to be soft, entitled or sensitive. Those are bad things that a woman apparently should not be.
But as I grew in my personal development, realising that being feminine (emotional, soft, versatile, deep, needy) is all good things! It is me, who I am, and it only brings more contrast to this world💃🏻

I know I am not rude, or whiny, or harsh. I know I work hard, dig deep, and am not afraid to be dirty and gross. But I also know I like being clean and pretty, and that’s ok!
I do not lose my strength just because I also can be soft. (refer to water – lakes vs pressure washer)
And not only has that, but being a princess meant I have my boundaries in place.
I am no longer compromising my comfort in fear of judgement, and not afraid to be seen as entitled when I request for what I want.

What do you react to strongly, and why? ❤️

If you wanna be a princess (or a beast) too, join us at PRIMAL - her beautiful depth 💥❤️‍🔥

LAST EARLY BIRD PRICE WEEK!!

08/07/2024

For my new (and old who haven't seen it) friends,
Here's my Instagram 🥰
Please follow, you won't regret it!
https://www.instagram.com/wildmedicinetantra?igsh=MWdnbHNvZGJoY2JwMA==

11/06/2024

"We have an INFINITE capacity for love!
And the pain of losing that love is not a reason not to love" ❤️

With the increase of garden and house work I'm back to my usually daily dose of 2-6h of lectures, talks and education.
I'm halfway through, and this is by far one of the best (if not the best) thing I've heard this year so far.
I know it's long,
But if you're doing the dishes or ironing your laundry,
Give it a listen ❤️
It's brutal, honest, pragmatic, and so heart-breakingly beautiful!

It's rare that I see someone who can perfectly unite brutal reality, romance and pragmatism, emotional depth and philosophy, with psychology and common sense, all at once.

James S*xton is America's top divorce lawyer, and bestselling author of romantic advice books 'How to Stay in Love' and 'If You're in My Office, It's Already...