02/05/2026
What does my soul need today?
Sometimes life is just too loud and feelings are just too heavy to know what your soul needs. The human experience can sometimes drown out the cries of higher self or purpose.
Pick the One that sings to you, then read the message in the rest of the post.
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Dice đ˛ Light in the Darkness oracle - Speak your truth
You need to speak your truth. You have been yelling and screaming to anyone who will listen.So what is the Spirit talking about?
In the picture her mouth is closed. For a minute yours should be too. You are mad hurt and angry. However you are not addressing the actual issue. You have not looked at the truth or the root of the heavy feelings. Maybe you are not mad but you are betrayed. Maybe you are not hurt but really disappointed. Maybe you are not mad but really upset and sad over the situations. You have not spoke the truth because the truth will make you feel vulnerable. Right now you are lashing out. Your feelings are valid but they are only the surface feelings and not the actual truth. You have been betrayed and left vulnerable. You need to be honest with yourself and speak truthfully to yourself.
Mushroom đ Marchetti Tarot - 10 of swords
10 of swords what a heartwarming and delightful card huh? At first I was like why would you want that for your message? Then the Spirit spoke you are at rock bottom. Feel this moment. Things are not going to get worse. However you need to feel this moment. You may not have gotten here on your own, but I staying here will be because you chose to. Today take all the feeling and emotions that got you to this point and use them to push you forward. An angry step is still a step.
The Gemini symbol is on the card. There is a flip side to rock bottom, a solid foundation. You can take your feeling and hold yourself and others accountable. Accountability and change is a very solid foundation to grow a better tomorrow. From here you get decide what your next chapter looks like. You and you alone. Stand up and start building the life you want!
Key đ The Oracle of the Vampire Fae- Dark Jewel
Ok quick information about this deck. This is the first time this deck has been used on the page but energy behind it is from Queen Mab. Those of you who have been here for a bit know that Queen Mab is one of my guides that comes through sometimes. This is not a gentle deck. This deck arrived at my house I believe the day former Prince Andrew was arrested. It was around the time Renee Good was gunned down by Ice agents. I have taken a picture of the opening paragraph of the booklet. Please take a moment and read it. This deck is not about finding peace in the darkness. On the back of each card is a V. The first thought that when through my head is V is for vendetta or is it victory. Knowing Queen Mab definitely both. That is the energy of this deck.
Your suffering as given you strength and stamina. You fail to see that. You still yourself as the person you were before your trauma. You are not that person anymore, for better or for worse. You have dealt with the âworseâ and put in your healing. Now it is time to look at the better that came from the bu****it you had to endure. You are not glass and you can not be broken and shattered by the situation around you. You are not the victim. The V on the card most definitely does NOT stand for victim. There is another person around you suffering along side you. Reach over and give them a hand. I know you are tired but you have so much more in you. See that!! You have become so strong, in spite of. Spite can give you some crazy strength in situations like this. Grab up your sister and get out of the situation you have yourself in. Your soul needs to help the other person. Your healing and more strength will come from your compassion. This is a step to finding your purpose moving forward. I get the impression that someone is in a toxic work environment where you and coworkers are getting pushed down. It is harassment but HR isnât doing anything. It is time for you to speak for yourself and them. The situation needs to be handled because someone else in the situation is really suffering silently with major mental health issues because of it. Ok thatâs all I have at the moment on this.