17/10/2024
What a summer…
If you recall my last post in May, I wasn’t doing well mentally. I struggled for a long time, constantly on the verge of giving up and wanting to go home, but I wrestled with the fact that I don’t really have a home.
In the meantime, I tried therapy, and while it helped me through the worst, I had to come to terms with the fact that the lady with the purple hair wasn’t really listening to me. That’s two red flags in one sentence :P
So, I decided to pause therapy for now. By mid-July, I had cycled from Bavaria in Germany through Poland, Lithuania, Latvia, and around Estonia. In Estonia, I met two women I had worked with in Norway back in 2013. Both were great inspirations, and both offered me a place to rest and take it easy.
Since I was really struggling, being on the road alone and trapped in my thoughts, I was extremely grateful for it. Not only did Marili and Anastasia organize places for me to stay, but our conversations also gave me new ideas and a different perspective on life.
In mid-July, just before I reached Riga, I was feeling pretty bad again. After talking with Marek, a friend I value a lot, I decided to take some time off the bike. I flew to Sweden, where I had lived from 2020 to 2023, and spent a month at Marek’s place in Jönköping, spending time with him and another friend, Ida, who I had worked with as well.
After that, I started feeling much better, and by mid-August, I flew back to Riga to pick up my bike and continue my trip. Passing through Poland, Slovakia, and Hungary, I eventually made it down to Belgrade in Serbia. That’s where I turned around to meet Mercedes, a fantastic woman and friend I made last winter in Switzerland. I spent a great week in Budapest, and now I’m currently in Vienna, visiting Jessica. We used to be a couple for a short time twenty years ago, so it’s really nice to see how she’s grown and developed.
I’m doing much better now and have met and talked to way more people than I’ve mentioned here. Conversations with these people made me realize a lot about life—things I used to know but had lost sight of during last winter. I’m slowly rediscovering why I live the way I do and why I’ve made the life choices I have. It’s not just about adventure; I’m really seeking personal development. I’ve realized that I don’t need to be constantly on the move to grow, but for me, life changed a lot when I started traveling as a nomad in 2012, and I’m proud of how far I’ve come compared to what my options could have been.
Now, I have around 450 km left to finish my second six-month bike tour. Adding this year and last year together, I’ve crossed 15 countries (some of them twice) and cycled roughly 16,000 km. That’s a lot for someone who was never into sports or the outdoor life!
Next, I’ll be heading back to Switzerland for the winter, with no concrete plans for what to do after that. I don’t think I’ll go on another bike tour next summer—I might just stay in Switzerland for a full year or a year and a half to save up some money. But I’m keeping things open and will decide spontaneously, keeping an open mind about how things develop over time.
However, I am starting a new hobby in Switzerland! I just ordered a Municycle (a unicycle for mountains), and I plan to learn how to ride it this winter. If I stay for the summer, I’ll ride it through the mountains of Switzerland—at least, that’s the plan. I’m not even sure how I got this idea, but here I am! I’m also thinking about documenting my progress in learning to ride this crazy thing and where I end up riding in Switzerland. But for now, that’s just an idea.
One thing I know for sure: I’m really happy with how this year turned out. It wasn’t easy at all, but going through it made me realize a lot, and I can feel the tremendous personal growth I’ve experienced this year. As the reverse saying goes in bike touring: “After every uphill, comes a downhill.”
If you’re interested in watching me break a few bones, I might upload some videos soon 🙂