15/11/2025
It would have been so much easier to give up.
In November 2022 - exactly 3 years ago - I realized I could no longer continue with my RTT business.
I loved it...
But after two years of pouring my heart into it, we were touching the bottom of the family savings.
There was nothing extra for Christmas gifts… Not even for Christmas dinner.
It was the wake-up call.
What the fck am I doing?*
All the people who hadn’t believed in me, who had “warned me” that it was irresponsible for a mother to “try and launch her little business,” who called me a burden to my family…
In that moment, I believed they were right.
I told myself:
I’ve failed.
Failed my family.
Failed my kids.
I didn’t make it.
Within 10 days, I found a job.
My first paycheck arrived just in time to make that Christmas a “normal” one.
It felt stable, predictable, safe.
And yet…
Every day in that job felt like dissociating.
Like giving up on my dream.
Like killing an important part of me, little by little.
But I made myself a vow: I am not giving up.
So I invested in a coaching program, and experienced HeartHealing™️
I kept delivering RTT sessions to the people who asked.
I kept my Facebook alive when I could.
And soon started feeling the impact of HeartHealing™️.
I saw myself changing. My parenting, my relationship, my inner world.
It felt deeply healing, and I wanted to offer that level of transformation to my clients.
So after a year in the coaching program, I enrolled in the School of Healing Mastery to learn HeartHealing™️.
This time, I received sessions 1:1.
And OMG... The impact.
The group sessions were powerful, but this?
This was something else entirely.
From September 2024 to April 2025, while juggling a full-time job, RTT work, and my family…
I studied.
I practiced.
I healed.
And then one day, suddenly.. I felt the shift.
Something clicked into place.
Like I had finally landed in myself.
My self-worth.
My self-love.
My self-compassion.
My self-belief.
The wonder.
The remembering.
I didn’t give up.
I kept going.
What felt like the death of my business and the death of my ego... was actually the beginning of my rebirth.
And then my reality shifted too.
People I thought were friends started acting weird and toxic and fell away.
I quit my full-time job because we thought we were moving to the UK…
And a week later, the plan fell through.
But right then.. I graduated as a HeartHealing™️ Practitioner.
A second chance.
A divine reset.
A new chapter.
Only this time, the wounds that once made me play small…
Were healed.
When I first started my business, I self-sabotaged.
I was a perfectionist.
Terrified of being seen, criticized, rejected.
Ignoring my intuition.
Pouring time into the wrong things.
Shrinking myself to be palatable.
But now?
I am back 🐦🔥
And I’m not hiding anymore.
I made peace with myself.
Peace with not being for everyone.
Peace with my spirituality -- a huge part of who I am.
I rose from my wounds.
From my ashes.
I peeled the layers.
Dropped the masks.
And found myself again.
Unfiltered.
Uncensored.
Pure essence.
I found she is overflow.
She is Iconic.
She is powerful beyond measure.
She has a huge heart, and an even bigger purpose.
Limitless.
And no longer afraid of being seen.
I remember who I came here to be.
And you did not come here to play small either.
We didn’t choose to incarnate now, on this planet, to hide.
We came to raise the frequency.
To anchor more light.
More love.
More truth.
If you’re ready to remember how iconic you are, and reclaim the magic that has always been yours, join me inside Iconic Rebirth™ 🐦🔥