
07/07/2025
Why I Read Tarot Differently
A true story behind the woman I am today
I was desperate.
Not just lost, emotionally bleeding.
I had questions that kept me awake at night.
Pain that no one around me could understand.
And I wanted answers so badly that I trusted someone
who said she could see more than I could.
She told me everything would be okay.
That the man I loved was coming back.
That my job situation would change.
That I was on the right path,
even when nothing in my life felt right.
She said I just had to wait.
Be patient.
Clean my energy.
Pay for another session.
And another.
And another.
She told me what I wanted to hear.
She sold me futures that never came.
Every disappointment? My fault.
“You are not ready.”
“You are blocked.”
“Clean your energy and it will come.”
But it did not.
Not the love.
Not the career.
Not the freedom.
I held on to her words like they were oxygen,
even as my reality fell apart.
Even as months turn into years.
Even as my hope started to rot from the inside.
I structured my life around what she said.
I stayed where I did not belong.
I held on to people who had already walked away.
I silenced my own voice to make room for hers.
There were days I could not breathe from the pressure.
Days I hated myself for still believing.
I lost time. I lost joy. I lost dignity.
I waited for things that never came.
I rearranged my life around promises that never belonged to me.
And worst of all?
I stopped trusting myself.
Because I thought she could see what I could not.
But she was not gifted.
She was guessing.
And I was paying in hope.
It took me years to see what was happening.
It took rage. And grief. And then it took silence.
Now, I am here.
I read the tarot.
Not because I was always wise,
but because I have been broken by what is called wisdom.
I do not need to explain how I work.
I do not need to promise outcomes.
You will feel if it is right.
When I read for you,
I help you remember your own knowledge.
I help you connect the dots between
what you feel and what is unfolding.
Because your life is not a performance.
It is sacred territory.
And I will always honor it.