06/07/2025
How can you know life if you haven’t tasted death and escaped it. Death had its grip around my neck and was ready to reap me into the abyss. And yet mercy was my portion. Elohiym dealt mercifully with me. So I turned and embraced my everything. Not knowing what it would truly mean. But as I lean in I am reminded and empowered by the wisdom of Yah and the liberty of the unity within identity in the I AM THAT I AM. The true oneness.
So when ppl see me in the streets and ask about my next album or when I have something coming up I tell them my life is in the hands of the Most High and they wonder in bewilderment, because of the disguise I wore most of my life as I so boldly walked in pride and vanity to hide the true light. The light which I now wear not to shine or boast but to point to Yahuah and I see the sadness in their faces at the change. Perhaps bc I can no longer relate to my chains or theirs. But I do pray and have faith. That everyone who sees the difference in my eyes will see the true light and come down the narrow path too.
There’s no reason to search forever for truth and then deny it when it comes your way. So let me just say…Every design, photoshoot, song, art show installation and runway vision that pointed to the future that everyone saw me create was based on prophecies that Yah planted in me and I used for vain glory. Too afraid to stand out too soon with what I knew. Perverted and used irresponsibly. But I am given another chance now. That’s the thing about mercy. It’s a fresh start and course correction in the right direction. One I’m very grateful for!
Yahusha saved my life.
So as I simply practice patience and presence in the new. I have nothing for you but my testimony. Just being. And I love it here.
James 1:2-4
2 My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations;
3 Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience.
4 But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing.
