31/12/2025
Fear - yes I was scared, that is why I was struggling like a baby. Accepting something is getting better at it.
Why I was so scared? Because there was guts of wind, which was good enough knocking me off, even if I was in headstand. I also did headstand and held it some seconds and could hold it even longer but wanted to try handstand “greedy me”.
Generally I don’t have fear of falling but there were many small rocks and they were very sharp. Which means - an injury was confirmed, if I’d fallen. Which could have jeopardized me getting down the apex of this mountain, which was almost around 70% covered with “not” fresh snow. One wrong step and something bad could have happened, fear of slipping away because of not having proper shoes (this was all in mind, getting down) hahaha
However, I have learned, there is a lot to learn and calm the mind.
Fear is the biggest enemy, and there is no way getting rid of it just like that. I have to work on it.
I would really like to know someone who says, “I
does not have any fear. Can you say that you do not have any fear? Or have you ever put yourself intentionally in a position, where you do not know that one wrong step might take your life away?
Please share your experiences, I want to know more.
And wish all lots Santosh in 2026 🙏🏽
