
14/07/2025
But I don’t chase potential.
I flirt with it.
Tease it.
Let it ache in the corner of the room while I don’t move.
Because maybe the version of me that “hasn’t done it yet”…
is the most erotic one of all.
The one that doesn’t need to become anything to feel whole.
The one that knows: “Not changing” is also a position. A very powerful one.
You see, while self-improvement burns itself out in gyms and journals,
I lounge in my current contradictions,
aware that pressure isn’t always a calling
sometimes, it’s just capitalism in a bodysuit.
So I won’t force it.
I won’t “discipline” myself into worth.
I’ll let my capacity watch me stay exactly here,
and realize that even this version of me is too much to handle.
Let’s not confuse desire with destiny.
Or silence with stagnation.
Some of us are not waiting to change.
We are resting. Ripe. And dangerous.
And that, my dear, is foreplay.
Or how do you see that?
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