12/05/2026
Direct Transmission from deep meditative states in the morning. 12 Th May - Changing the relationships with mind and inner dialogues.
As we begin to entertain the mind and our experiences differently, that is from an observing point of view, not a "I need this to be like that to be okay" kind of view, I have noticed a calm spaciousness with everything. With the body, even if it aches, with the mind and its projections and fears and even the loving and desires, there is a calm present spaciousness with it, that allows the experience to have room, and that room allows the joyful attitude. The sense of knowing everything is really a blessing to be with, to act for and as. So that is a wonderful shift in my own consciousness.
Specifically for me, it was waking up, and having the mind racing with fears, and doubts and unfinished business. How will that work out, that needs to be done, we also have this unresolved yet… and paying closer attention I noticed, this attitude and all that was presented in mind, was not for solutions, not for actually resolving anything. It was just fears, just fear, just insecurity, that if these "things" which was based on past and future projections, was not solved, then… then what? - the mind really is a fun companion, even when it runs the fear program, as I now am aware of it, instead of living in it and believing every thing it says.
The practice I have undertaken now, is a conscious mental projection for a specific result, and that allows my energy, my focus and my mood to feel calm and joyful here and now. To you who is reading this, I understand, it might go against the beliefs that you have been living by for so long, but I also have a sense, that it might just might go past the initial skepticism and reach the deeper grounds within you, that silently have asked to experience life in new ways, in new attitudes. And you might even have tried lots of techniques, coaching, drugs even, with only short term effects, but nothing has stuck.
I can tell you this sticks, this is my resting place, not my job, it's a naturalness with all that is happening, and it grows moment by moment by merely noticing it, and smiling with it. And yes I take a detour and succumb to some of the old mindsets, inner chatter, but not for long, the gap for having a wonderful time and life, and the desire of having it is closing, day by day moment by moment, not because I am achieving all my dreams and desires, no, well also that is happening even more effortlessly, but because I no longer spend my time in the "trash can" the mind and its stories of horror, fears, lack and insecurities of how it all will work out.
they are still there, I can tap into them anytime I like, but it's my choice now, and that awareness and level of perception is my joyful achievement.
how I did it? - I didn't do it, - I simply asked within, for a guide to show me that which never changes, that which is stable, that which is true. And I found it, it showed up in many ways, sometimes as teachers, sometimes within, sometimes as I had to guide someone also to discover this, but it did come, and it is always available.
have a wonderful day, I write both to you and to my self. As one in many forms :D
