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19/11/2025

I had another experience of my Zulu warrior today, and this time connected to my mother (The last post I wrote about him was on the 6th of July this year).
This time, while sitting in the doctor's waiting for dad to get his stitches out, I felt a strong energy come in and immediately I was looking at my mother's apartment in Spain. I felt her energy, a little frantic and bewildered, as if she did not know where she was.

Connecting to her, I saw Mabusu, who I always thought of as one of my guides, leave my energy-field to stand in front of Mum's door, inside the apartment, guarding it. I realised then that he is part of me and not a guide, as I thought. He is part of my energy, a past life, which explains how he went to my neighbour's little boy who was having nightmares. At the time I thought it odd that he could just go and stand at the end of the little boy's bed, but now it makes sense. He is an aspect of me, part of my own history, an energy that still works with me when I need him. Very useful!

Now, he is guarding my mother. Which is reassuring, but it also makes me nervous. Why does she need protecting? (I am going over to see her for a weekend on the 28th Nov to make sure she is OK). She might simply need to feel safe.

A little later, when the feelings became intense, but I was back in Dad's now, I anchored the male swan's protective energy around her field. Double protection! I was aware of her clawing at me, like someone drowning and disoriented, so I sent her this energy to bring her back to 'knowingness', to feeling like everything would be OK.

This went on for an hour or more, and I was aware that she was not quite in her body, and this made her anxious because she did not know what was going on.

I'm glad I can provide a sense of safety for her. She is also psychic and so will feel it, but might not know what it is. I'm also really happy that Mabusu is still doing what he has always done. Being the protector and the warrior. Although, I don't have any control over his actions. He pops in and does his thing when he feels the need to. Which is very reassuring!

17/11/2025

It's been a week of activating people to becoming living pillars. This is an activation that the soul chooses when they are ready to hold the specific thoughtform energies of an energetic temple in the field of the personality.

That temple could contain the energies and codes of a particular goddess, such as Isis, Hathor, Athena, etc. Men who become pillars also seem to be aligned with a Goddess temple, especially if they have had past lives as women dedicated to a goddess. But as men in this life, they lend their strength and dedication to the maintenance of the energetic temple.

Part of being a pillar is to create energetic temples that other people can then access energetically, without them even knowing that it has been created in the present time. The temples are built, pillar by pillar, in certain areas. When I was in Egypt, we created an energy temple that had Karnak, Luxor, Hatshepsut and Medinet Habu as its cornerstones. The energetic temple is made up of all the temples; they are the foundation of the new temple.

But this temple is not physical. It makes the entire area covered by the energies a sacred place.

We are currently creating one in Andover, this time created in water. Andover was once a very sacred place of the Goddess, so we are recreating her sacred precinct. It takes years and healing to create these energetic edifices. Old energies must be removed, so that new ones can be anchored.

It's exciting to have this sudden new influx of people who carry the pillar energies in their field because it means the energies are increasing and more temple energies can be activated.

The other part of being a living pillar of light is that we are the temple. We play a part in its maintenance, and we bring those energies to others. As my guides say:

'It is a sacred task and one that requires a measure of surrender and acceptance. But if you can give that, the rewards are great. Becoming part of a living temple means giving your life and soul to the divine. What better sacrifice is there than that?'

15/11/2025

A couple of times over the past week, I've been having 'door' experiences. I will feel energy coming in and then have to step forward, only to see a door close behind me. I interpreted this as symbolically closing a door behind me, so I kept my mind open to see what that door might mean.

I got nothing!

Then last night, in Dad's kitchen, I had a similar experience except this time, before I stepped forward, a large golden ankh filled my body. I felt like I was a key, because the Ankh is an energy key.

After I stepped forward, I then had to turn around, and again there was a door. This time I opened it and stepped forward again. I found myself in a small square room, and when I entered the room, I had to turn to face the doorway again. I thought I was supposed to close it, but instead an old dining room chair, a carver with tapestried seat, appeared behind me.

I sat on the chair and saw the bright liminal hallway ahead of me, though the open door, but I knew I had to sit and wait.

I got on with my evening and left Dad's. When I was trying to get to sleep later on, I asked my guides, numerous times, what the doors and the hall represented. The answer came just as I was falling asleep. Naturally! THE DEATH HALL, they said so loudly that I came wide awake. I did not get to sleep for an hour afterwards.

I won't ask next time.

But that answer just opened up a raft of other questions. Why was I sitting in a small square room, on an antique dining chair, a chair that reminded me of my grandmother's house? And why was I looking at a Death Hall? Waiting... Waiting for what? My own psyche deaths, or somebody else's death? Or maybe a combination of both.

When I returned to Dad's this morning, I had to step into that energy again, so I'm guessing I have opened doors into this energetic space. In this space, different things happened than before. I brought in different crystal energies and activated my own diamond merkaba.

So maybe these doors are leading to new work, new energies, new experiences. I just hope Upstairs don't keep me awake all night telling me about it!

14/11/2025

I had a rather intense communication with my guides a couple of days ago, where they were telling me about future trips to Egypt. I had just spent the day with my father while he was having three skin cancers removed, and I had sat in with him while he went through it.

During the intense communication later in the afternoon, I felt a guide come in who looked and felt more alien than human. He was so compassionate, and I could see my father through his eyes as he was looking at him. I've never experienced that depth of compassion. He was curious, yet knowing, watchful and understanding. There was no judgement from him, just a soft compassion for Dad, whose unhealed hatred and resentment had created these skin issues that now must be cut out of his body. There is nowhere else for it to go.

The guide simply observed, with compassion, all the things that humans go through and how hard we make it for ourselves when it does not have to be this difficult. 'Raise the vibration' he said. 'Things can be easier than this. There is no need for pain, for hardship. You make it so yourselves. Look with joy to the new world. See things in a positive light and let that light grow. Make a heaven on earth, a paradise.'

Later on, when I was at home, he came in again and said that cancer was the result of stress. Really? I thought. Stress? That seemed too minor an issue to cause such a serious disease. But then he showed me how this stress builds up in a focussed place in the body over time. I saw my step-mother who died of ovarian cancer, and I understood what caused that, because she had shared with me one of her childhood experiences, and my next-door neighbour, who has stomach cancer and who had been a soldier in the Falklands. His way of dealing with the stress was to drink, just as his fellow soldiers had done. It was the only way, he said, to manage the trauma. But the unmanaged stresses built up, with the resulting ill-health.

He showed me other people who died of cancer and who had healed from it, and I saw the underlying emotional, mental and emotional stresses that caused it, and it made perfect sense.

It brought home to me, even more than before, the importance of healing these old wounds, these old stressors. It's never too late to begin.

12/11/2025

I've edited these Aran trips, that we did in 2005 to 2008-ish, because I finally understand what we were doing.

During recent readings, the recipients were told that they played a part in the destiny of Ireland and the UK in bringing back the template of early Christianity. This was a period where the feminine land was as valued as the Christ story. Actually, it was more valued. Sacrifice and martyrdom had not become the seed that grew, instead the joy of creation was planted. Celtic christianity was, and is, a wonderful celebration of the sacred land and the Source. Nature was seen as the domain of the Mother and all of her creations were celebrated. Equally, God, as father, was companion to the mother. Unfortunately, a few centuries later, the GOD of the romans became more powerful, and sacrifice and pain, power and control supplanted those early joyful creative energies.

In the last few years, the seeds planted so long ago, by those early christians who settled the Aran Islands, are starting to grow again and I am so looking forward to seeing how they continue to mature and what changes they bring.

This was energy-work we did on the Aran islands, off the west coast of Ireland in 2007. I am clairvoyant and clairsentient so when I say I ‘hear’ or ‘see’ things it means th…

10/11/2025

A few weeks ago, my guides thought it was the perfect time to download a new instrument into my field as an energetic symbol. As always, these energies are anchored into the body, melding with the energies of the auric field. I see them as whole-body energies, as physical rather than purely symbolic.

This instrument was the Greek lyre. I thought it strange because I already work with the harp of the Sidhe, and this instrument had the same colour strings as the harp, but it was distinctly different. A new energy.

Only this week I understood what this energy was about. Sometimes it takes a while for the rational understanding to kick in. Over the past few months, I received information about the goddess energies of specific countries (I spoke of this on the post of 22 October 25) and this lyre is part of that work. Similar to the harp, which contains the frequencies of the British Isles, the lyre contains the frequencies of the Mediterranean. Which is exciting because it feels like the time to work there is getting closer.

I am feeling the pull getting stronger, and yet I cannot leave yet. But when I do, I will be ready. I'm still waiting for this instrument to show up in readings and attunements, so when it does, I'll know it is time.

08/11/2025

Standing in my father's kitchen, cooking onions (!) I suddenly feel my belly big and swollen, like I am pregnant. I feel the need to blow out, long and slow as I would do when in labour. I put my hands on my belly, feeling like I am about to give birth to something, and as I flow with the experience, I see a white dragon being born.

It is born from my Hara, behind my navel, the seat of my intentionality. I continue to blow slowly. It seems to take a long time to fully emerge, half an hour later, I'm still not sure if it has emerged fully.

While I watch the experience, because I am both watching and experiencing, I hear my guides say, 'A labour of love'. Ah, OK. So this is going to be more work, of an inspirational nature, I imagine. The white dragon is inspiration of a spiritual nature.

Then I remembered an experience I had just after Christmas last year. I was driving and was suddenly aware of the fertilisation of a human egg (I thought) which then planted itself in the lining of a womb. I was then the fertilised egg, and I knew I would grow in this womb until I was birthed. I never imagined that it would be a dragon energy.

One function of the white dragon energy is creative inspiration, from the soul world and from upper spiritual levels, so I am looking forward to seeing what it brings. However, I also know it is going to take effort to bring into the world. Labour is not easy! But I am curious to see what it turns out to be. Even if it is hard work and potentially painful!

I also feel that having COVID played a part in clearing away resistance to this new project and its initiation, so we'll see what happens next.

05/11/2025

It's been a weird couple of days. Actually, since being ill it's been weird. I feel very grounded, with little contact from Upstairs. I tried meditating but it felt difficult to raise my vibration enough to go 'up'. My guides did warn me a couple of weeks ago that I would be going through the Null Zone. Then I forgot they said it.

This is what the null zone feels like. It feels like I am completely immersed in 3-d reality. Like I am underground and there is a manhole with a lid on it above me. I could try fighting it, making connections, as I did today. But really, it was pointless. I just need to go through this until I come out the other side.

The first time they told me this was when I was in Egypt and I did not know what they were talking about - which is nothing new. I was cooking in my kitchen and wondered what the Null Zone was and why I was going through it. They showed me the zone as a belt of energy in space that we pass through sometimes, as earth moves around the sun.

As we pass through it, nothing seems to happen. It should really be called the Dead zone because that's what it feels like. Everything of a spiritual nature goes dead, there is little to no communication, no high frequency energy coming in. No psychic activity. Your guides are still there, they are always there, but contact with them can feel distant.

It is a strange thing to experience when you are used to feeling energy all the time. And it is definitely weird to feel 'normal'.

But, I know, that once out the other side, everything will be back to my 'normal', and transmissions will resume. So, I just have to wait until then.

If you go through feelings like this when your normal psychic life goes to sleep for a while, just ride it out. It will all come back. It can last a week, or two weeks, sometimes more. Just have patience and all will be well. It may very well be that you are being psychically protected from the energies in the collective unconscious, or that you are incubating a new life. Whatever it turns out to be, just trust it. It's all part of the process.

03/11/2025

I went for a walk this morning with Nadia, strolling through the old recreation grounds, along the river. It was sad to see the unused building. I liked going there. We meandered and found ourselves at the Hyde Abbey site. Trees grow where pillars once stood and there is a glass etching to show what it looked like.

I felt no energy there, I never have, so we took another path back to the high street. We had not gone far, a couple of meters, before I felt an energy connected to a tree which stood on the old site. I stood beneath the tree, and immediately a man who called himself the Abbot, approached me. He was dressed more like a Cistercian monk in an off-white robe and a cord belt.

He handed me a MONDE, a crystal orb with bands of gold around it. This represents the world and is often topped by a cross in the Christian world. But this did not have the cross. Instead, it contained a burning ember. The abbot told me it was a crucible and that I needed to take it to another location. Then he showed me two tarot cards: the Tower and then Death.

All very positive, I'm sure!

He did not show me where this crucible was to be taken to, but he showed me a long-stemmed purple flower head with bell-flowers on a single stem as a clue.

I was not sure that this was not a personal message of upcoming challenges or whether it is related to a place to visit, or both. I wasn't excited at the prospect of the crucible either! "A situation of severe trial, or in which different elements interact, leading to the creation of something new."

This could be interpreted in so many ways, but I won't know what it means until we get there. Can't say I'm looking forward to it!

02/11/2025

I am now fully recovered from the virus I'd had for three weeks. While I was going through it, I craved food I ate when I was younger, usually from my friend's house. They had a pub in my hometown, and when my family moved to Dublin, I would go back to spend holidays with them. Every night before going to bed, we would get a bottle of 'stuff' (for me that was fizzy orange) and a bag of Tayto (cheese and onion crisps).

While I was ill, that was what I wanted. When I was ill in Egypt for a few weeks with an unknown virus, I did the same. I craved food I ate back then in my friend's house. I did not crave food from my own home. My friend's home was my sanctuary, where I could be myself and no-one bothered me.

I realised, that first time in Egypt, that there was something deeper going on. Something was healing. This time, it was no different. I came out of this virus feeling clearer. I no longer wanted things. I felt at peace somehow. I was no longer hungry. I began to clear out stuff I had been holding onto, mainly books! Reorganising my physical possessions, making decisions.

In my father's house yesterday, I had the thought come in that I had let go of the fear of scarcity. Yes! I thought. That's exactly it! I no longer feel the urge to hoard things, and to hold on to things 'because I might need them later on'. Something I learned from my father.

This shift had obviously been going on for a few weeks but could only be cleared from the cells in my body by a physical detox. Sometimes that's the only way things can be healed. I've come to recognise that when I am ill and I start to crave foods from my childhood friend's house that I will come out on the other side somehow different.

My inner shift then becomes reflected by changes in my outer surroundings. Sometimes it's worth feeling lousy for a while, knowing that something will be better afterwards. That something I no longer need has disappeared. What I need now is beauty and space. So that is what I am giving myself.