17/01/2026
Why 'Imperfect' yoga?
Well, because EVEN IF on one day you feel a pose click, like you are in the flow, like everything is perfect, your body and your mind are exactly as you would like them to be, you can be assured that on the next day, it will not be the same. And that is the whole point of yoga actually, to keep coming back to the practice and the present as it is, not as we would like it to be-
The 1st of November 2025 was one of those days for me, where the practice felt really great and everything flowed. At the end, I lay in savasana and felt a prickling sensation in my belly and wondered if the last embryo the IVF clinic we had transferred yesterday was perhaps implanting. I smiled at the thought that I might be connecting to my future baby through a yoga practice, and it was really cool. 'That's a great way to welcome someone into the world', I thought.
It turns out the embryo did stick, and then the rest of the year ended up being very turbulent with multiple burglaries, problems with the baby dad, and I got depressed and anxious. This is not the way l wanted to welcome my baby into existence. 😕
But you know what, every single day is different.
EVEN IF November 1st was a great day on and off the mat, all we can ever do is take each day as it comes. For sure my on-mat practice is changing a lot, and I'm training in prenatal and postnatal yoga now so that I can adapt for me and baby and share that knowledge with other imperfect (yoga) moms 🙂.
Chaturangas and up dogs are starting to be limited, anything belly down or deep twist is off the menu, and I can feel the body softening with the relaxin hormone peaking now. For a more 'hypo' body like mine that's actually a kind of cool experience which will also help me understand other types of students better.
I will be continuing to teach up until the end of May / mid-March although demoing less of some poses!
Imperfect yoga will take pause over the summer, but we'll be back in the autumn. Less retreats this year, but yoga brunches as usual! Swipe to see that start of a baby bump and a foetus doing headstand. 😎😁