27/12/2025
πΏ My 2025 Year Review
Now that December is here again and a full year has passed, Iβve taken stock of this year.
I believe itβs important to look back β not as self-punishment, but to see how much learning and strength can emerge even from the most difficult years.
And to recognize what was actually a success, even if it looked different than we imagined.
For a long time, I thought this year was a failure.
That I didnβt move forward in my life.
That I βwastedβ or βmessed upβ the year. π
But as I listed this yearβs events, I can now see:
this year wasnβt about growth, but about survival and re-organization.
And perhaps about laying the foundation for the next year. π±
Maybe such a year is necessary too.
π This was a year when I experienced multiple losses at onceβ¦
The death of one of my best friends shook me deeply.
25 years of true friendship.
A person who was here one day, gone the next.
(Iβm still processing thisβ¦)
This experience brought the fragility and impermanence of life very close,
and it also showed me how important it is to truly be present.
Another former colleague and dear friend passed away in a similar way, also at a young age.
For me, these are silent layers that affect the nervous system for a long time.
π§ This year was clearly the year of my nervous systemβs limitsβ¦
I got tired.
Emotionally exhausted.
I felt disappointment in relationships, in people.
In this state, I couldnβt build.
I could only try to hold myself together.
And I did that.
And that is also strength. πͺ
πΌ Work & business β βwhy didnβt I progress?β
Yes, there was almost zero active business building in Forever this year.
My online presence was minimal, and that hurt.
But now I see it clearly:
it wasnβt laziness β it was exhaustion.
Meanwhile:
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I worked full-time throughout the year
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I had my Airbnb season with lovely guests
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I regularly hosted dogs through my pet-sitting business
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I had wonderful massage and exchange treatments
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I was present in the lives of my true friends
This is not βnothing.β
This was maintenance β and this was also progress. π€
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