07/09/2025
Exactly one year ago today, on the 7th September I took Jack to the hospital after noticing a turn in his eye. He had been quite lethargic and off his feeds all day, myself and Nick both had a feeling something wasnāt right.
After being brushed off by the A&E doctor we returned home, only to end up back there later that night - our instincts were screaming that Jack was unwell and we needed to get help for him.
In the early hours of the following morning, I found myself in the middle of situation I had only ever seen on TV.
Jack had a massive seizure.
The sounds of the crash alarms are still very clear in my head, seeing so many people rushing to his side, resuscitating our tiny 9 week old baby boy.
Jack was rushed to Intensive Care and had an array of tests, but it was a few weeks before we had an answer.
Our boy was diagnosed with a rare mutation of the PPFIBP1 gene - he is the only person in the UK with this condition and one of only 16 worldwide.
Sadly this is a life limiting disorder, so our time is precious. He has very complex needs - he is unable to sit unaided, is registered blind and tube fed. He has multiple seizures every day.
Despite all of this, he is the happiest little boy, and becoming very naughty and stubborn. He will growl at us if we donāt do what he wants, grab anything that comes near him; even if he canāt see things, he knows they are there and he wants them!
He loves cuddles and listening to music, rattling his noisy toys and getting kisses off his brothers and sister. Jack faces so many challenges but heās such a fighter.
Our Jack - a year ago, we didnāt know if we would be able to bring you home with us, but here you are, with your beautiful blue eyes, mop of dark hair and the cheekiest grin, you light up our world - we are so proud of everything you have achieved š