12/03/2025
In second year of nursing school we did a placement in paediatrics. We had been to medical and surgical departments as well.
On a particular shift, I was asked to give an IM injection. As part of learning, we would do some treatment under supervision. I gave the injection on the baby’s thigh. After pushing the medication, the area swell up. I instantly panicked. The child was crying his lungs out. The mother was there looking frustrated and helpless.
I immediately informed the nurse in charge and left the ward. I was overcome by a feeling of dread, guilt and shame. I felt that I had caused significant harm to this baby and worsened his suffering. I went and sat under a tree and asked myself why I chose nursing and prayed and prayed for the baby. I was so scared to go back to that room, so I asked a colleague to check on the child on my behalf.
Through the rest of my training, I was filled with fear. I constantly wondered how I would work in a hospital eventually. I wondered how I would cope with bigger procedures. There was no one to share my fear and frustrations with.
So, I survived. I avoided doing major nursing tasks and would thrive in things like giving oral medication and health education.
What no one had told me is that post injection inflammation is a common side effect. No one took the time to monitor my technique and teach me. I also did not speak up. I did not ask for help or guidance. Instead, I hid in the shadows through the rest of my training.
This particular event is why I started worldclassnurse.com, to share my experiences and learnings, to mentor and to be that listening ear.
Student nurses and entry level nurses should not experience the pain, fear, shame, guilt and doubt I felt on that day. And if they do, because life happens, they are able to cope better and not base their entire journey on single events.
I am here to listen, to mentor and to share ideas.
