01/10/2025
You have to be willing to open into honesty if you want to heal.
I’m not saying it’s easy & you may need help,
Carl Jung spent his whole life studying the shadow (all the ways we avoid, distract, mask, lie to ourselves & the world - the egos mechanism to protect itself or survive)
But if you aren’t willing to question your beliefs or ideas you can’t evolve.
I was thinking all day about honesty & my Grandads video popped up, one of his last before he transitioned.
I kept thinking about how safe I felt with him - me & my mum talk about it all the time, he would never let you down but he walked with this solid purity…because of his sincerity.
He preached the word of God yes, but stood before him everyday asking to be seen in his humanity, his wrongs. That’s a hard thing to do. A lot of high horse preaching Christian’s could take note.
My Gramps didn’t take plant medicines or read Jungs red book but he was blessed & blessed everyone he met. A man so devoted to his wife, children & church he knew God in every breath he took & carried it in every word h spoke. Such a grateful man, so generous with his love. Bloody hell im sobbing writing this on a bench at the cemetery 🤣🤣🤣
I’ve been thinking about what to even talk about on here, how do you tantalisingly tell people 🤣🤣🤣that honesty is the first step to God & healing & freedom. I dunno but this is a start. lol ###
