16/05/2024
❤️👨❤️👨 🙏 I sit in my new property looking forward to seeing my Son, knowing that staying in Hotels just to be together all over the bloody country is over, through the challenges there is hope, there is light, there is love you just have to look for it no matter how small it might be, I now know that within me is a fire that has always been there, a passion for love and life, it just needed to be ignitited and that no matter how challenging things get I always always always see that light, that hope, that love, i always have done I just didn't realise it but now I do
🙏❤️ I have one happy happy Son when he locks eyes on me, it takes him about 3 hours to stop smiling lol, i cannot wait for tomorrow, one of the best days of the week picking him up
🤔🥲👨❤️👨 I stood up on those hills in the picture and dropped to my knees 2 months ago, I had just been made homeless, I had a 4 year old to think about and didn't know what to do or what was going to happen, I cried for about half an hour in that spot because the thought of not being with H absolutely tore me apart, im so so so so glad that i did everything in my power for our relationship not to be effected and that i continued to be in his life under the most testing situation, the other day tho I ran up their to the same spot knowing that in that moment a few days into homelessness I asked life, source, the universe, god whatever you want to call it, i shouted from the top of my lungs, "I'm really scared here, is everything going to be ok" what I got back has changed me forever and led me so far into my own spiritual journey it's awesome, what I got back was a resounding YES Sam, do not worry everything will be ok, although those next 6+ weeks where challenging I just knew everything would be ok, the deep knowing inside me was overwhelming, but I knew no matter what came our way we would be ok
Stay strong 💪
