
23/06/2025
Grateful for this man who entered my life 5 years and 3 months ago.
I look at this photo and I don’t just see the fun and colour, I see the journey we have navigated together since the day we met.
I remember the exciting beginnings of new romance with an exotic Latino man, as the world was collapsing with lockdowns. I remember the joy of discovering the world again together when we could leave the gates of Suryalila. I remember the moments in community with friends, and solitary moments up mountains as he guided me to unknown heights and adventures.
I see the confusion and fear when my heart was so afraid to open up to this man who had shown up to love and hold me. And his persistence to stay around and crack me open, allowing me to trust again.
I remember the highs of festivals, world travels, new experiences and so much delicious food. I remember the lowest lows when he held me through loss and aches that my heart and body had never known before.
I see the challenges of an international, multilingual relationship with parents and family all around the globe. Yet I see the magic and all I’ve learnt from this too, as my mind opened to new cultures and languages. I am reminded that despite the challenges we are still doing this, showing up for each other and committing every day to love.
I see in this photo the past, the present and our future, and for that in grateful and proud beyond words.