15/06/2022
🌸 How are you today? 🌸
A couple of days ago my mental health felt wobbly…I checked in with my myself and realised I was speaking to myself in a very negative way…
This used to be normal for me…I wouldn’t even notice it.
I FELT it was my normal.
I FELT it was what I deserved.
Even though it wasn’t pleasant feeling like this again…the fact something felt off and that I ended up being able to voice it means that…
I REALISE to myself is not my normal anymore.
I REALISE that I feel, deep down, that I deserve more than that.
I DESERVE love.
Love from myself and others.
I deserve joy, peace, laughter and self love.
Even writing this now feels strange…I find myself thinking…can I really say that? Is that too bold? Does that make me arrogant?
But really…this is all we need in this life. This is the basis for living.
So again I ask…
🌸 How are you today? 🌸
Man. Healing is not linear!! 🌀📉