30/09/2025
In the days before Sunday's breathwork ceremony, mushrooms kept appearing.
Not just one or two - everywhere I walked, they seemed to emerge. Turkey tails cascading down ancient logs, golden caps pushing through moss, whole colonies fruiting from the earth. I wasn't looking for them. They were showing up for me, preparing me for something I didn't yet understand.
Mushrooms are threshold beings. They exist between worlds, composting death into life, bringing what's hidden underground into visible form. In shamanic traditions, they're bridges to the ancestors, and they appear at liminal times when the veils grow thin.
At the breathwork ceremony at Ashton Court Mansion, surrounded by ancient trees and old stone, the ceremony was about ancestral connection, and the moment the meditation began, my Dad and Grandfather were there - Irish land protectors, connected to the spirits and beings of the land. They were so happy with the work I'm doing now, bringing and nurturing the ancestors and the land into my practice. I cried. I felt relief wash through me.
Then the breathwork started, and everything shifted. The building itself seemed to breathe with me - that massive hearth, the fire I could feel moving through my own body, sovereign and strong. But what surprised me most was the safety. I dropped into something primordial, ancient, like floating in the womb of the world itself. Protected. Held. And from that place of absolute safety, I accessed power I didn't know I carried.
My ancestors were there, the mushrooms had prepared the way, and the stone, the trees and the land held it all. Thank you Lizzie and Kat of Wilda for holding the space with such tenderness.
This Thursday, I'm bringing this energy into our Celtic Tree Moon Sound Bath - another threshold, another invitation to drop into that liminal space where anything can happen.
Tickets: https://fb.me/e/2zOxYfoGA
π Celtic Tree Moon Sound Bath
π Thursday 2 October 6pm & 8pm
βͺοΈ The Anglican Chapel at Arnos Vale