26/01/2026
I became a PT for aaaall the wrong reasons
I wasn’t someone that always knew what they wanted to do. I did a degree in English mostly because uni was something people did and I was quite good at the subject, but I didn’t feel particularly passionate about what my future career would or could be.
I trained to be a personal trainer at 21, not long after finishing that degree. At the time I was still (though in total denial about it) deeply disordered in my eating and exercise behaviours. My diet was extremely calorie controlled, and thoughts around food, exercise and the size of my body took up a depressingly large proportion of my thoughts. I wasn’t feeling fulfilled in the job that I was in, but I enjoyed going to the gym every day and figured - why not make that my job? In retrospect, quite problematic to choose a career that further solidified fitness, exercise, food, “wellness” making up my entire existence when my relationship with it was still as dysfunctional as it was.
It seems it’s possible to make the right decisions for the wrong reasons, though. Seeing other women put themselves down, restricting and punishing themselves with exercise and diets and being part of their healing journey, ended up helping me to heal too.
I’m SO grateful I took this path and discovered a “passion to train women to tap into their strength - in a calm and empathetic way” (tysm for the beautiful words Abi!!)
So there’s my life story (or a few years of it) that no one asked for….and a big bunch of gratitude for you for being here and for all the women that put their trust in me and allow me to keep making a living out of doing this really bloody great job x