Fighting Back

05/10/2025

Lets goooo 🙌

01/10/2025

25/08/2025

The fastest way to get somewhere isn't linear....the Romans said the fastest way to get somewhere was a straight line....straight roads....the brachistochrone curve is in fact the quickest way. And it is made by obstacles in its path. You will have obstacles....keep moving.

You got this

24/08/2025

Just had a good chat with production....not everything went according to plan with the film fightingback.... fu***ng hell it all went terrible tbh. Everyone....ended up getting nicked..going to jail....nearly dying 😅🤣But.....there are some amazing moments....some fu**ed up moments. But this is it....its fu***ng real. No out takes....no edits....all the s**t will be put in....no matter how bad. No glossing....we just decided then we will be releasing an episode in about 6 weeks time. We're sacking off the film.....we have over 500 hours of footage. Im watching some of it back now....and jesus.....this will be entertainment 😅 its literally a comedy of errors....entwined with some beautiful moments. I will finish this off though! It will have a good ending!

20/08/2025

Remember people.... your "friends" will watch you degenerate into absolute turmoil....you will lose everything in front of them. They won't help you at all....they will criticise you the whole way.....then at your funeral they will turn up and say....."omg I wish I did more".....its down to you to do more. F**k them off.....do it for you.....they are not going to help you.

Do it for you.

Harsh truths....you got this

12/08/2025

Kill yourself then people will write nice stuff about you 😁

10/08/2025

My only difference is i constantly flip around. I don't sleep unless heavily tranquilised... Panic. Cry....and ma******te at p**n that should probably be regulated (up the umputees)

Other than that we are golden.

Love me a joke 😅😬

10/08/2025

Tomorrow is a new day 🙏 tomorrow I finally get into it....been dodging it for ages. Tomorrow we start opening up the cage to why recovery is so hard. 5am. 🙌

03/08/2025

F**king hell.....how did i ever get in that state 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I was bat s**t crazy man. I looked fu***ng pregnant.....lost count of how times I fu**ed up along the way. More ups and down than a prostitutes knickers 😏 just don't quit on yourself like i did 🤣 fat fu***ng mess i was. And if you see someone whos normally keeps them selves pretty fit.....turn into a blob of s**t....they are probably not doing well in the head.....do something.....speak to them....call them a fat bastard if you got to. I actually still thought i looked alright when I was like that.....i looked FU***NG TERRIBLE 🤣 and no fu**er pulled me on it.....wish I was fat shamed more 🤣 remember people.....we create illusions in our own minds for comfort....its down to your friends and family to say....you fat fu***ng loonatic....you look like ass...stop taking drugs and drinking 800 pints a day....your a mess. Cruel to be kind I say 🤷‍♂️

Or you can just go to their funeral and pretend you care there?

02/08/2025

I'll say this until I die.....having a pint in your mates name.....or doing ANYTHING that involves booze.....drugs....or anything involved with party life or anything to do with that.....when they DIED from addiction....is absolute re**rd behaviour. You make think they wanted that....trust me the coffin they are in should tell you otherwise. They are turning in their fu***ng grave. Its why I don't go to wakes from people who died from addiction....I've seen people sniffing lines in their honour....brother...that killed them.....if your nan died of lung cancer would you smoke a cigarette in her honour? Ill say this....the majority of people I know who couldn't escape addiction so... they chose to escape life. I know over 20 people who have committed su***de. The majority were addicts. Stop pi***ng on their grave.

Im an addict....if anyone fu***ng touches anything at my funeral. Im haunting your ass forever. 🙏