
27/05/2025
Yesterday, Loop turned 8 and tomorrow, my marriage turns 10.
Both, as those who have lived with partners long term or are small business owners can attest, seem fairly miraculous.
I don’t know how it happens, this passing of time, I still feel, I’m only just beginning to get good at either.
Truthfully, there would probably be no Loop without my Love, he saw potential in the idea and in me, before I could dare to even think “can I do this?”.
He said YES and continues to do so, his belief, gave wings to mine.
In the early years, I leaned too heavily on both Loop and my Love to give me an identity, insecure in being “enough” just as I am.
The most important thing I’ve learnt (so far), for either to work, you need to know yourself first and foremost and be secure in who you are.
Running Loop and a marriage has gotten easier, not easy, the more secure I am in myself, my opinions, my hard nos and firm yeses but weirdly nothing has influenced the who, of who I am, more than Loop and my Love.
The other thing these two parts of my life have in common is they have all of my heart. Neither can survive without it, through the frustrating moments, the darn right crazy times, the confusion and some scary parts. There is Love, and what a privilege that is.
It’s so easy to talk about the good times on anniversaries but deep down, we all know, when the going is good, everything is easy. Reflecting on the dig in deep moments, is what makes me the most proud, because that is where the good, no the GREAT, grows up from.