08/01/2026
Taking a moment to reflect on the past 5 years since I finished my eating disorder masters at UCL, as today I’m off to visit somewhere I dreamt of during my masters.
I’ve just been scrolling through my phone, and realised the past 5 years have been turbulent to say the least. From personal to professional growth, it’s been an absolute roller coaster.
In that time I’ve had 5 jobs. Every single time not understanding why none of them felt right. But in a very non-Hannah way, I trusted my instincts and I kept moving. I started a podcast and fell in love with talking to people and sharing their story. I carried on trusting myself and decided to go self employed, so I could truly help as many people as possible.
I think the biggest thing I have really reflected on in the past 5 years is my relapse and recovery. I’m no psychologist, but in my personal experience I do believe living with an eating disorder is a form of trauma, and I think my brain has shut a lot of that away. To protect me. That’s okay, but I do want to reflect on how far I’ve come.
And I want to thank myself, for even in the darkest moments believing that something better was possible.
Today really shows that, and I’m so incredibly excited for the future knowing whatever happens, I have my back and will continue to do my best.
I’m pretty proud today. And I’m so happy to say that. 💛