29/01/2026
Art has always been a passion of mine, it’s always felt like a part of me but because I had to study hard coupled with the intensity of working as nurse for uni, my prior years of spending countless hours & days in the art making process quickly & abruptly disappeared. It was one thing I always missed. I always said “when I get time I will” “when I’m in a bigger place, I’ll do some art again” “when I’ve got a designated art studio in the house I’ll dedicate more time”….and the truth is, these are just excuses because it’s like waiting for the perfect time. The perfect time doesn’t exist. The moment is now & the present is the only time that matters because it’s the only one you are currently experiencing now. I deprived myself from doing what I love for so long & although I never forgot how much I loved it & how much peace it brought me. It’s felt so liberating & filled me with such joy to just sit & work on some art, even though it’s not a portrait or something I needed to do for an art project or commission.
Now, I’m just making art for me, to help regulate my nervous system that has been chronically stressed, to step into more ease, flow, beauty, slowing down & presence. Despite raising a human who didn’t really grow up seeing the version of me who indulged herself in art & spent all her free time doing art, I see how my soul felt ease, joy & happiness in watching my daughter do it since she could hold a crayon. No matter the day, the week, the time, whenever I could, I would ask her if she’d like to draw or paint & she always said yes. So I always bought new mediums for her to try & explore. It made her so happy & made me just as happy to watch her, to see her beaming when she was done or just finish with her art process. It was the best. Almost in her teens & just like me, art has been her happy too. She’s so talented ! Needless to say, I’m consistently inspired by her and her raw artistic abilities. I love how my daughter now gets to see her mum doing another thing she loves, not for money or visibility but for pure joy, expression, self love & relaxation.
It may not always be a straight road to what we love but we must travel down it anyway 🤎