28/10/2024
Today is about reflection for me.
Two years ago I was working my final day in employed work and about to embark on a scary adventure!
I still have to pinch myself sometimes, and have done for many reasons, questioning both the positive and negative consequences of my actions over the past 24 months. In the early days, it was, have I really done this - removed my source of secure income; pulled myself out of a situation that was making me miserable; trusted myself with the task of creating something new for me. Now itโs more like, wow, have I really come this far already, am I really on this amazing path that I created?!
And Iโve had doubts along the way too, of course! Mostly very fleeting moments, thankfully. It has been an enlightening, educational, and at times exhausting journey so far. But I havenโt looked back on that decision with any regret, even in those moments when the classic negative internal chatter and self doubt has challenged me.
The outcome: For one, I feel a sense of achievement like never before and Iโm look forward to growing more as a person and continuing on my mission. The overall experience has been a positive one so far. I am happier, feel better about myself and I am grateful to myself for being brave and bold and believing in me! The relief of walking away from my previous situation and finally embarking on this adventure is still very strong.
I didnโt go into this blindly believing everything would miraculously fall into place and that it would be easy; nor that I would be financially better off (Iโm definitely not!) and Iโm under no illusions going forward either, but I have enjoyed the challenges and will continue to do so, and most of all I will continue to enjoy the rewards of my efforts. The freedom and flexibility, being true to myself and realising my dreams.
Iโm just so pleased and happy to be where I am right now that I simply want to share it! ๐ฅฐ