07/04/2026
A Message from Heaven 🪽
My beautiful girl,
I need you to hear me clearly… my passing may have felt sudden to you, but within me, I knew for some time that I wasn’t quite the same. I didn’t feel as strong as I used to. I kept it to myself because I never wanted you, or anyone, to worry or fuss over me. I truly believed it would pass in its own time.
There were moments… when I would stand up and feel that lightheadedness, that slight disconnect. That was my heart, my circulation, just not working as it should have. But listen to me ~ there was nothing you could have done. Not one thing. You gave me more than enough love, care, and presence. Please don’t carry questions that were never yours to answer.
I see you, you know… going over it all in your mind, trying to make sense of something that simply wasn’t meant to be understood that way. And I smile, because I need you to gently stop. You are filling your beautiful headspace with “what ifs” when your life is still unfolding with so much ahead of you.
I am still with you, just as I always was… protective, close, and quietly guiding you. And right now, I’m showing you something important… your future. Your career, your path, the direction you’re meant to take. You feel at a crossroads because part of you is waiting… waiting to believe in yourself the way I already do.
So let me remind you… think bigger. Dream louder. Step forward without shrinking. You will not fail, because I am always at your back.
And I have to smile… how many times have you looked at your hair, wondering if you should change it? You keep thinking about it but holding back. That’s me, right there with you in those small moments, reminding you how close I am.
I’m not alone here either. I’m with Grandad, and there’s a dog with us too. It’s peaceful, simple… just the way I liked life. I still enjoy my own space, my own thoughts, and plenty of conversations. I haven’t changed, not really… I’m just feeling well now.
And those feathers… that’s me. Every single time.
Please don’t look too far ahead in worry. Stay present. But when you do think of your future, hold one belief tightly…
I am capable of more than I ever imagined!!
And about my farewell… I need to ease your heart. You did enough. More than enough. I never wanted anything grand or overwhelming. I just wanted it simple… people together, love felt, nothing forced. And that’s exactly what it was. There is nothing you should question, nothing I needed more.
You honoured me in the only way that mattered… with love.
I love you, always.
And I’m still walking beside you… just in a quieter way now.
Keep your chin up!
Love Always Mum 🤍✨
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