20/12/2022
Scary isn’t it? Putting yourself out there for the world to see. To stay authentic when you are being driven by the idealistic life that people put in to tiny squares or project onto you. The fear of not being enough whilst shrinking and feeling invisible.
Anxiety engulfed me, it still does. When did I give myself over to my internal fears and thoughts?
I took a long break, I adored doing what I did but it got to the point of not making enough and instead of stepping up and stepping into my power I gave it away. I don’t know why I’m writing this, maybe it’s to take the responsibility of my actions, knowing I can and will rebuild, in what direction I’m not 100% sure.
The shift is happening and I know I can’t hide myself anymore. It will take time, community and connection.
The darkness is here to teach us to step into the light.