08/05/2026
I woke at 6am to the sound of the birds and a cuckoo in the distance, having heard the church bells at 2am, 3am and 4am. I at least felt warm with a gifted hot water bottle and two extra blankets.
Yesterday was exhilarating. My notes are extensive but ultimately, sandwiched between a lot of singing and sharing we “facilitated” and experienced our first breath work session. This was a holotropic session (though I don’t believe that word was used). What a wild ride! In pairs we took it in turns - either side of lunch - to breath for an hour each.
Taken from my notes:
“I felt a coldness start in my hands and feet. It moved up and through my whole body. I felt scared I might pass out. I was laying under a window in the sun. I felt it go dark and cold. I didn’t know if the sun had gone or me. Prem, my partner said he put his hand on my shoulder but I didn’t feel it. I slowed my breathing. My whole body shaking. When it calmed down I started my breath again. I felt like I wanted to stop breathing and I did at times. I felt tingly all over my entire body. I really noticed the feelings in my torso too. I felt like someone had my head in their hands supporting it. We were brought back into the room by Annemarie, Peggy’s right hand lady, playing the guitar and singing one of my favourite songs from the Sundoor song book. This brought up lots of thoughts about clients and with it emotion. Prem lay beside me. At the end we shared a cuddle and took some time to speak through the experience.”