03/08/2025
Sunshine between storms today on my walk to try and clear my mood and clarify my thoughts. Been really lucky this summer to spend time with many of the people who have known me the longest and who I love the best. It’s left me feeling quite anxious and sad today though. Sometimes you don’t realise how much you miss people until you see them, or how much you’ve been carrying until you share the load. It’s been great to laugh, talk, console, reminisce, discuss the past and plan for the future, but it has also dragged up a lot to the surface that I have been busy ignoring and it makes going back to the ‘doing’ and the ‘coping’ with the everyday harder.