09/04/2026
I’m noticing a pattern every time I’m about to shift into a new reality.
It’s happened so many times now that I can see it as it’s playing out, because the signs are always the same…
Resistance.
I’m clinging on for dear life to something – and this time, it’s been winter. Oh my days, I have been dragged out of wintering by Mother Earth and I am still kicking and screaming. I don’t want the darkness to end. I don’t want to give up the cosy fires, the curtains shut, blocking the world out. Nope, nope, nope.
Lack of energy.
In every area of my life. I just cannot be bothered. I still do what needs to be done because life keeps moving, but honestly? I don’t want to. There’s this heaviness, like I’m walking through treacle.
The bank account.
This one makes me laugh now, because I recognise it. Every time I’m about to level up, my account drops right down to the reserves. Every. Single. Time.
I’m starting to see it as old energy clearing out. There’s no room for the old when the new is ready to come in.
I call this the sticky gum energy .
I’m not fully out of the old, but I haven’t quite stepped into the new either. I’m in between… but it’s so close I can taste it.
So close that yesterday I had a few big tick-tick-tick ✅✅✅ moments.
I woke up today just knowing .
I can feel myself standing right on the edge of the cliff, about to step off the fu**er and fly.
But this time, I’m not scared.
I have zero tolerance for my own mind’s bu****it.
I’m ready to jump and see where I land, and I know – somehow – that what’s waiting for me is even better than what I’ve already had (how that’s even possible, I don’t know). I’ve seen these signs far too many times now
I’m excited.
And if you’re experiencing any of this too – the resistance, the tiredness, the money wobble, the sticky gum feeling – know that your reality is about to shift as well.
I’m excited for you !