19/01/2026
Early last year I stopped wanting to be externally accepted and liked, that was a trait I’d had my whole life that wasn’t getting me anywhere . With the help of full power cacao from 2024 (she had been opening me up since I started drinking her daily ) I started to find my voice and ask for help or stand up for myself . This was a horrible process as I was breaking down 50 years of habits .
In July after a few months of laying the foundations my nervous system finally broke down , that wasn’t pleasant either because the day that happened I felt so ill none of my techniques where working. They weren’t meant to! I was meant to feel myself break apart .
The months since, my energy has amplified my intuition is stronger and I’m receiving more and more insights on the daily. This isn’t all pleasant either because I can see peoples wounds and how they aren’t in their truth.
When I’m not working I enjoy my own company as this process still continues I have to protect my energy field yes there’s still parts of me that want to run back to the old ways but that’s Barron land now , I’m on the precipice and if I follow my heart the transition to where I’m meant to be will be smoother .
Healing is messy and uncomfortable it’s meant to be! but the rewards are much greater and rewarding. I was meant to go through that and experience that breaking of the nervous system so I better understand what my clients go through too . Nothing is ever in vain .
Let’s start your healing journey together ♥️✨🙏🏼🪽
THE WIZARD OF OZ — A STORY ABOUT AWAKENING
(Always take what resonates for you).
Most people know The Wizard of Oz as a childhood story.
Very few realise it’s actually a map of awakening — hidden in plain sight.
Dorothy represents the soul in incarnation.
She begins in Kansas — colourless, predictable, constrained.
A place of routine rather than aliveness.
She doesn’t choose transformation.
She’s swept into it by a tornado — disruption, upheaval, life cracking open.
That’s how awakening often begins.
Not gently — but through change that forces us to see differently.
Toto is intuition.
The part of us that senses when something isn’t right — even when the mind can’t explain why.
He’s the one who pulls back the curtain when everyone else is mesmerised by appearances.
Ignore intuition, and we wander blindly.
The Yellow Brick Road is the path of consciousness.
Spiritual teachings. Belief systems. Healing modalities.
Useful — but not the destination.
The danger is mistaking the path for truth itself, instead of walking it with awareness.
The Scarecrow, Tin Man, and Lion aren’t missing anything.
The mind already has wisdom.
The heart already knows how to feel.
The spirit already holds courage.
They were conditioned to believe they lacked what they already carried.
This is what happens in human systems too — especially family systems.
People become disconnected from their knowing, their feeling, their power…
and then go searching outside themselves for permission, validation, or rescue.
The Wizard appears powerful — until the curtain is pulled back.
And what’s revealed is not evil… but illusion.
Authority upheld by fear, spectacle, and the belief that power lives somewhere else.
The real initiation is this:
Dorothy always had the ability to go home.
The red shoes were on her feet the whole time.
Sovereignty isn’t something we earn.
It’s something we remember.
And remembering doesn’t happen in the mind alone —
it happens when the nervous system feels safe enough to see clearly.
This is why awakening isn’t just spiritual.
It’s physiological.
When the body settles, illusion loses its grip.
When the system regulates, truth becomes easier to tolerate.
You are learning how to come home to yourself.
If you find yourself suddenly experiencing new physical, emotional, mental, or even spiritual discord right now, you are probably re-experiencing some of energy that is presently clearing—energy from accidents, disease, negative experiences, attachments, vows, etc., of the past or even this lifetime.
When or if this happens, do not think that you are failing to evolve or are spiritually regressing; simply remember that evolution is a process and any unpleasant side effects are temporary.
Physical pains are often the remnants of past injuries, torture, diseases, or simply the belief in and experiences of age and deterioration. Emotional ups and downs are often signs of long stored intense and painful emotions created in the past from death and dying, war, anguish, lack, intense fear of someone or something.
Confusion, forgetfulness, and the feeling of being out of alignment can be the result of a person’s long-held and supported belief system suddenly collapsing due to being in conflict with the higher ideas that are awakening within.
You are clearing in order to align with the new and higher energies that are arriving.
