21/08/2025
How are the holidays going?
I donāt know about you, but in this household itās gone a bit like this
Week 1, we are done!
Exhausted, tired and burnout from the term,
Many big feelings, canāt do anything.
Mum guilt sets in, Iām exhausted too.
The only privacy I get, is an escape to the loo.
Week 2, slowly starting to unfold
Iām very boring, so Iām told
They want to go out, they want to stay in,
It doesnāt matter what we do, I know I will never win.
Week 3, we are finally free,
Off on a holiday for an escape from the norm,
Only for anxiety of unknown, beginning to form.
Transitions; the major traffic jam to our day
Finally moving on- seeing them actually play.
Week 4, like a slam of the door,
Suddenly realising half way is no more,
Stressing that we are running out of time
This feels like a mountain I wasnāt prepared to climb.
Week 5, anxiety is alive,
I finally feel my battery is ready for socials
But the kids are in all the emotions
Not leaving my side, no where to hide.
They know the end is in sight.
So we havenāt got to week 6 yet.
And I hope itās not one we will regret.
I am not ready for this change,
canāt the timetable be rearranged?
I havenāt had that 6 weeks of relaxation and down time I hear all about.
Instead itās been filled with dyregulation, emotional guilt and doubt.
But I know thatās what happens when the structures not in place,
Itās the reality Iāve known Iāve had to face.
I know Iām not alone, there are others who feel the same.
But we will miss the unstructured time, and loose rules,
Because before we know it, they will be back at school.