04/11/2025
Guilt sits right at the very bottom in frequency, the emotion of guilt is harmful and pointless.
Guilt lays heavy in our body, it pulls down our frequency and leads us on a path to self loathing.
The guilt I carried for a very long time was mum guilt. Guilt for the choices I made, the environments I put them in and the awareness of child hood trauma.
I was heading down a path of self-fulfilling prophecy.
It was my belief that I should not have been a parent, if I could wind back the clock would I have children? No. Was my answer. This now makes me feel sad and nurturing.
I have never, not for one moment stopped loving my children. The guilt I held was so heavy I genuinely believed I had failed them and I had to come to terms with that.
Through healing, safe environment and self awareness I have removed this guilt. It is now I can see how pointless and harmful guilt is. We made the choices we made. There is only ever the present moment. Hold yourself accountable. Say sorry where needed. Own your s**t - but also recognise where that guilt truly comes from.
My children are incredible, I feel truly blessed that my path meant I was to be their mum. I learn so much from them. They inspire me and I feel so abundant I can’t ever believe I thought any different.
Healing didn’t erase my past - it helped me understand it, forgive it, and choose differently.
It’s never too late to stop the past manifesting into your future.